Ink Heart

Chapter 11

Kristen's POV  

I wake up in Josh's bed, I must have fainted from not eating, I get this feeling that something bad is going to happen because Josh is sitting at the end of the bed with his head down.   He turns around and looks at me I sit up and move back I am scared to what he is about at say. But he only speaks one word

  "Why?"  

I can't hide anything now I am going to have to tell Josh the truth he is still staring at me for a answer. I get up and sit beside him it looks like he's even more scared then I am.  

"Josh, I am a really messed up person I have a lot of issues and I don't expect you to under stand any of them half the time. Just please don't freak out."

  He just stares at me I have no idea what he's thinking. So I just spit it out  

"I haven't really eaten in a long time."  

We take a silent pause then Josh stands up in front of me. His face has now turned from a sad, mad mixed emotion.

  "Kristen your going to die"  "Do you know how much you scared me back there!"

  Tears were now pouring down his face.

  "Your right, you don't deserve this I'm so sorry, I won't ever see you again!"

  I ran down stairs crying Josh couldn't run fast enough this time to stop me. I didn't think I just ran for the door. I ran outside into a big rainy storm in about 10 seconds I was soaked head to toe I now couldn't tell what was rain or tears on my face. I run to the front of his road and realize I have no way to get home, so I just stand there in the rain. Josh comes running out he is soaking wet too.

  "Kristen I'm sorry I got mad just please let me help you I'm nothing if you leave!"  

I could barely hear him, the storm was so loud. I don't know what I want anymore I just want Josh to be happy. I can't think of anything to say to Josh my mind is racing a million miles per hour so I just let Josh talk he is crying too I can see it in his face.  

"We may not be perfect, but were perfect together and if you leave now I will be sad and miserable!" "Kristen!... I love you!"

  I felt this feeling in the core of my chest almost a relief, Without even thinking I grabbed Josh by the hair pulling his face towards mine. We were kissing in the rain. This was by far are best kiss, it meant so much, kissing so passionately and soft I knew it by the way he was kissing that he meant what he had said and in that moment it felt as if the whole world stopped.

  (Well that was dramatic, okay I just don't like writing boring parts I love writing stuff like this I'm about to right the next chapter too)