Best Friends

Untitled Part 3

Rachel's POV:

I was so hurt last night because of Finn. When Finn left for Quinn's, I called up my ex boyfriend, Jesse, I know I was being dumb, but if I can't have my one true love, then at least I can have someone who loves me, right? Of course I'm right. I always am, I am Rachel Berry aren't I?

The date wasn't so bad, but the whole time I kept thinking of Finn, and if it was him that was holding my hand and kissing me.  Finn would never pressure me, and it kind of sucks that Jesse is. I own my virginity and won't give it away until I am married and ready to have children.

*The next morning on the way to school*

"So how was your date with Quinn?" I ask not really caring what the answer was.

"Oh, it was fine, I'm not sure there will be another one, she's not really my type," I can't help but show a little smile when he said that, "Anyways, what did you do last night?" For some reason, Finn sounded annoyed like he knew something, "It was good, I went out on a date with Jesse," I responded shyly knowing very well that Finn would like to pound Jesse's face in.

"Why would you do that, Rach? You know he's a bad person and I can't believe you would hang out with him after he cheated on you last year with another girl from Carmel," Finn replied nastily. Why would he bring that up? He knows I am sensitive about that. He shouldn't even care.

"Because Finn, I love him," I lied straight throw my pearly teeth while his face sunk.

"You know, now that I think about it, you can date Jesse, but if he hurts you again don't come crying to me," with that Finn slammed the door, leaving me there with tears welling in my eyes.  This is one of the first fights we have had in a while. This one was real and serious and it stung like hell.

The whole day he avoided me. He wouldn't even talk to me in history, which sucked because we were partners. Even at lunch he sat at our table but wouldn't look at me, it hasn't even been 6 hours and I miss him so much.

I didn't think it would be right to drive home with Finn, so I texted Jesse to come and pick me up at  3:30 after glee. When I walked out, there he was sitting in his car looking impatient.  Off to the right in a parking space was Finn, he looked distraught and empty and so un-Finn like.  I shouldn't care though because we're fighting, right?  I wasn't sure what to do, so I watched Finn's eyes watching me and slowly got into Jesse's car and shut the door, watching Finn through the rearview mirror. I hope this doesn't last long, because I need my crush/ best friend in the entire world back.