You're Crazy, But I love You (Discontinued)

painful past, painful present

PLEASE BE WARNED, THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL ABUSE AND IF YOU CANT HANDLE, PLEASE DO NOT READ PAST THE FLASHBACK.

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Adams POV

I sat in my bedroom laying on my bed as I thought of everything that has happened in the past month.

I met the most annoying girl ever
I started to become friends with said annoying girl
I shared personal things with her
I began to fall for her
She broke through my barriers easily
Then my ex best friend and her ex boyfriend came back
He tried to break us up and then tried to take his life
I became friends with a nice guy named Mitch because of her

Damn you mystery

I smiled because this girl was changing me bit by but for the better and I loved it. Just like I loved her.

It scares the shit out of me that I have left myself so vulnerable to her, she has my heart in her hands and she could easily stomp over it and I would give it back to her.

I smirked jut thinking about the annoying brat that made my heart clench whenever I saw her beautiful face.

I sound like a BITCH!

I thought to Alex in the hospital recovering from his suicidal attempt and my smile dropped. He clearly loves her till the point of death and I was here being selfish and keeping her to myself.

I wasn't there for him when he left his hometown, when he was going through his shit, I was too busy having my own deteriorating family life.

I lied to mystery about Alex leaving

I remember the day that Alex and I fought before he left.

-------------------FlashBack---------------------

"Look man, why are you avoiding me?" I asked as he stood rigid in front of his house backing me

"Because, you are bastard!"he snapped

"I haven't done anything wrong"

"You don't get it do you?"

I looked at him confused as hell

"You don't give a Fuck about anyone but you self, my parents are on the brink of a divorce all because of your dick of a father!" He screamed

"My Dad?!"

"He knocked up my Damn mother, pregnant Adam because you insisted on inviting our parents over"

"Alex, I didn't know man"

He laughed bitterly and took a pull of his beer, he had a half empty case in his other.

"I think you should stop" I warned

"Don't fucking tell me what to do!" He spat

I gritted my teeth, he stumbled over to his car and fumbled with his keys.

"Alex you can't drive in this condition"I said as I stepped forward to grab the keys

"Get from away me!...... bitch of a son!" He blubbered

"Your not even making sense, look I'm driving you home" I offered

"I can drive, your such a prick"

He shoved the key in the door and I yanked them back out, he look beyond pissed but I was not gonna let him kill himself.

"Give them back!" He snapped

I shoved them in my pocket and backed away, once he sobers up he will get it back.

I heard the bear case drop to the ground and I turned back to see him fuming with pure rage filled eyes.

He ran at me and swung sloppily, missing me, I blocked it, he swung again and missed, cursing under his breath. I shoved him back and he shook his head wildly before digging into his pocket and pulling out a switchblade.

"Give it back or I kill you " he threatened

I stood my ground and he came at me, he swung and the knife barely missed my face, he tried to jab but I duck out of the stop and gave him a solid punch to the jaw.

It seemed to wake him and when he swing this time I felt it cut my stomach, I ignored it and head butted him as hard as I could, he fell back unconscious.

And the next day, his father packed him up and left. The scar of that day was still there, he missed my major organs and I lost some blood but I was fine and lost my best friend.

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I sat up on my bed and took off my shirt, it was right there forever marks into my skin, a long scar, long healed on my left side.

I heard movement downstair and i pulled back on my shirt and went to check on my mother.

She was stumbling in a beer and cigarette in her hands and my father behind her just a high and drunk.

I should have left.

"ADAM!" my father yelled

I didn't answer and he looked up at me majorly pissed, he started marching up the stairs and I ran to my bedroom locking and securing the door, I couldn't do this with him today.

He banged on the door and my mother was foolishly giggling with him, they sealed up my windows so I couldn't escape a while ago so I was trapped.

I heard them so silent, I bit my lip honestly afraid right now.

Then my door feel in from my father kick.

SHIT!

He chuckled and my mother sat on the floor by my door smiling wickedly as she recorded.

"Its time for our father son, bonding time" he announced

He threw a punch  I was expecting and I blocked it but then he kneed me in the stomach and I doubled over in pain, he punched me a couple times and kicked me to the floor and then pinned my hands behind my back.

"Stop!" I screamed

PURE fear swam though my body as I heard him jostling with his belt and zipper, my mother laughed crazily in the background and I felt my nose and lip bleed and drip onto the wooden floors.

"Please Stop!" I begged again

I FUCKING WISH I WAS DEAD!

I felt my father enter me roughly and I screamed out in true and utter pain, my mother giggled and my father slapped my ass hard, he twisted my arms even tighter together as he pounded into me, his free hand felt up my member and stroke me.

"You are so dirty, you like it!" He screamed in my ear

"I FUCKING HATE YOU"

He thrusted even harder into me and I clenched my teeth together and tears filled my eyes

"Scream, Adam scream!" He yelled

I kept my jaw shut and he pulled out of me, lifting my face up and delivering a blow to my face, punch after punch after punch Until my face was numb, my mind went to Mystery and i wished she'd never see me this weak and pathetic then i blacked out.

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