Unconnected

Until every last star in the galaxy dies

"You have me. Until every last star in the galaxy dies.

You have me."

And sometimes i just wanna scream to her that she has me, she will always have me.

No matter what we do, what we've been throw. No matter how many days we stay apart from eatch other she will always, always have me.

The first time we made the mistake (she says) to sleep with each other, and by sleeping im mean have sex, i knew in the moment she looked at me that i was, unfortunally, falling in love with my best friend.

We blamed it on the drinks, the cups, bottles of wine we had drinked during dinner. She said "we shouldn't have done this H!" and then she laughed, hidden her beautiful naked smile in my neck. I hold her a bit stronger, a bit longer.

"Yeah, maybe." I answer, while looking at the selling thinking i had doomed our friendship.

The first time she said it was a mistake, the second time it was a revenge towards her boyfriend, the third time she broke my heart.

The third time she couldn't blame it on the drink, she could blame her ex-broyfriend so she blamed me.

"You always do this. You always pull me to you, and i dont want this, i dont wanna fall in love with you, i dont wanna make that mistake!", she yelled at me while furioslly pulling her jeans up and rushing to the doorway.

I followed her, blinde, hopefull. " But i do" i yanked her arm and tried to kiss her. She pulled away a looked at me maddly sad. "You can't have me H. I'm sorry. You won't ever have me in that way. I need more..."

Life whent on but i always knew, and so did she, that she could come back, always, because she had me. Forever.