Mistakes | Cam Dallas

Chapter 15

|Chapter 15|

*Cameron's P.O.V.*

I'm such an idiot. Know how I said I wanted to get back with Rayne? That's definitely not going to happen now.

"Nice to see you again Cameron," I just nodded, not saying anything. I pulled my shirt back over my head and slipped my jeans on. I put my shoes on. "I'll see you later babe." I'm an idiot. I grabbed my keys and walked out. I punched the wall repeatedly and wow did that hurt. I got in my car and began driving. I went home and showered. What did I do? I have to tell her... why should I? She's with Brandon or whatever the fuck his name is. When I got out of the shower, I changed and laid in bed. She doesn't tell me what her and Brandon do in the dark so it's okay. Why am I feeling so guilty? I didn't do anything to her! I feel terrible. This never happens. My phone began ringing. If it's her again...

"What?" I said.

"Hi daddy." Oh boy.

"Hi princess." I said.

"What are you doing?" She asked.

"Sleeping. Where's mom?" She shushed me.

"Be quiet. She's sleeping. She doesn't know I called you." She laughed.

"Wake her up!" I said.

"No!" She screamed. Well, now she's awake.

"Lexi, what are you doing?" I heard.

"No mom-"

"Hello?" She said and I immediately felt terrible again.

"Oh, hey." I said quickly.

"Did you call or did she?" I couldn't breathe.

"She did." I choked out.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"No." I closed my eyes.

"What's wrong?" She's too good to me.

"Nothing. I-I have to go." I hung up. What was wrong with me? Cameron Dallas does not stutter. I don't get nervous. No. I jumped up and went to put my shoes on. I grabbed my keys. I ran to my car and began driving. I got out of the car. I ran up the three flights of stairs and knocked on the door. It took a minute, but she opened the door.

"What are you doing?" She laughed.

"I have to tell you something." I said and she let my in.

"What?" She said and I sighed.

"Last night, I slept with another girl." She just stared at me. I didn't know what she was thinking.

"Okay and?" She shrugged.

"And I'm sorry." She shook her head.

"You can do whatever you want. We're not together." I sighed.

"I just had to tell you." She looked confused.

"Okay," I stared at her. Why did I ever leave her? We continued staring at each other. I wanted to kiss her. I can't. She's with Brandon. And I'm alone. "Are you sure you're okay?" I shook my head.

"No. I'm not. At all." I looked away from her.

"What's wrong?" I looked at her again.

"I don't know," She's the best. I grabbed her face. Why can't she love me again? "I'm losing my mind."

"Why? Are you stressed out?" I nodded.

"Yeah. I am." She laughed.

"Calm down a little bit." I shook my head.

"I can't because I... you.." I can't say that to her. I removed my hands from her face. Alexia ran out.

"Dad, what are you doing?" I shrugged.

"I don't even know what I'm doing," I'm losing it. She wanted me to pick her up. I picked her up. "I love you Lexi."

"Love you too." She leaned her head on my shoulder.

"Want a dog?" I said randomly and she jumped up.

"Yes!" She smiled.

"No." Rayne said.

"Why not? I'll be fun." She shook her head.

"It's staying at your house." She said.

"Fine," She sighed, walking back to her room. She came out dressed and we got in my car. She grabbed my hand. "What did you do?"

"Nothing." I mumbled, trying to pull my hand away.

"Did you punch someone? Don't tell me that that's someone else's blood." I rolled my eyes.

"More like a wall. Seventeen times." She kept examining my hand. When we got to the shelter, they both got out.

***

"No! Please!" They were both begging me.

"Before we even walked in, I said no Chihuahuas." I shook my head.

"But it's a teacup Chihuahua," Rayne said and I shook my head. That thing was like the size of my pinky finger. "Come on. He's cute."

"Dad, he fits in a cup!" I shrugged.

"Please." Rayne said and I shook my head. "We can buy him cute little sweaters and put bows on him."

"That's even worse. Fine. Get him." They high fived and Rayne picked him up. He was a little brown scruffy thing. After we paid and whatever, we got back in my car. Alexia was asleep. She was wide awake five seconds ago, I swear.

"Look at him. What should we name him?" I shrugged.

"Ask Alexia." She shook her head.

"I think we should call him Paco." I began laughing.

"No." She nodded.

"Hola Paco." She said.

"He's asleep idiot." She shrugged.

"He can hear me." She sat back and we got back to her house. She handed "Paco" to me. Gosh, I'm changing his name. She got out and got Lexi.

"Bye," I said. She waved. "Wait. You're forgetting something." She turned around with Lexi in her arms.

"What?" I puckered my lips. She rolled her eyes. "No thanks. Bye." She ruffled my hair and walked away. I looked down at the dog in my lap and sighed. I began driving home and when I got home, I carried him inside. I need to think of a name for him. I sat on the couch and just stared at him. I mean.. Paco does kind of suit him. Whatever. I didn't just say that. My phone chimed.

Rayne- Put the dog in a teacup and send me a picture!

Cameron- Do I look like the type of person to have a teacup?

R- Actually yes.

C- No.

R- Then get a regular cup. Idiot.

C- I'm the idiot?

R- Take the damn picture.

I rolled my eyes and went to get a cup. After I took the picture, I realized that Paco--I mean the dog was cute. His name is NOT Paco.

(Happy New Year! It's been days!)