Dear Jeon Jungkook...

Never...(Chapter 5)

Christina's POV

i woke up early, and quickly went to BigHit Entertainment. Good thing was that L was already there. L and I were practicing our song. We were in a separate room from the others, so we can fully put our focus on our song. Each time I sing, I sing my heart out. I was getting pretty emotional because of what happen yesterday. I really miss him... but I can't let him know that I'm here... 

"Christina? Do you want to take a 10 minute break since we been practicing for 2 straight hours now?" asked L 

"yeah sure, I need a break too" I said back. "well I'll be right back, I'm going to go use the bathroom" 

"You need to go number two right" L said while laughing. I rolled my eyes, and fake a laugh.

"AHAHAHAA right! I need to go number two" I said, and walked out. urhh L is so annoying.. but he can really make someone laugh at his stupid jokes. 

After using the bathroom I came out, and I heard someone singing in another room. It sounded like.... like... Jung... Jungkook... as I was listening my tears were slowly falling, and my feet was walking into the room where he was singing. I peeked in, and it was a dark room while the light was shinning on him. He looked in the mirror while singing. I wanted to scream his name... I wanted to ran up to him, and hug him... but... I couldn't... My thoughts were getting lost as I continue to listen him sing... I was in a different world.. until someone poked my side which made me quietly let out a scream. I quickly turn around and it was L laughing at me, then his face turn serious and he was crossing his arms. 

"10 mins has past, and you are here stalking someone and wasting our time..." he asked me 

"umm... I... I'm sorry... I just... I heard Jungkook singing and.. I just.. I just really miss him..." I said while looking down trying to hold back my tears. L nodded, then I looked up and I realize that Jungkook stopped singing. I peeked in the door again and he was coming our way. I quickly pulled L and we ran back to the room we was practicing at. 

"that was close..." I said. As L and I gasp for air. 

"Why don't you just go up to him..? You still love him right? Just go, and talk to him" L said to me

"I don't know... He left me, and I don't know if he still want to see me or not... should I do it... or should I not.." I said back to L

"will.... do you still love him?" L asked

"um...." I took a deep breath "...yeah....." I said sadly..

"will then go talk to him. You should try because that's the person you love. Try before it's too late." 

"I don't know...." I said.. "I think it's better to just bottle my feelings inside..."

"No its not good for you to do that, you know you can get mental illness in the future.." L said.

I quickly looked up with a fake smile, and changed the topic "Okay let's get back to practicing" L nodded and we started to practice again. 

Jungkook's POV

I was walking out of the practice room when I saw the back of two trainees running away. Weird I thought... Aren't they taking this serious... Oh well... I was going to get a drink when someone called my name.

"Oppa!!" I looked up and I saw my girlfriend Kelly. 

"Jagiya... what are you doing here?" I asked her while running up to her giving her a hug. I was so happy to see her. 

"I came and brought lunch for you" she said with a smile. 

"Awwhh my jagiya is so sweet." I smelled the food "Yum.. it smell so good" I said to her.