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twenty one// the death of me

Luna's p.o.v.

I couldn't believe my eyes.

As the blonde girl locked eyes with me she sprinted towards the window and jumped out.

"Are you joking?" I said in a stern tone.
"Luna," he grabbed his phone.
"No, let me finish!" I shouted.
"After I open up to you, show you my flaws, and even make love to you... You do this?"
"It's not what it looked like, you see"
"It looked like you kissed your ex and you're mad you got caught." I folded my arms.
"No, Luna I recorded it."
"-for what? For you to get off on later?"
"You didn't hear me tell her I love you."
"Yeah well how the fuck am I supposed to believe you when I saw what I just saw." It went silent.
"I'll see you later." I shook my head and turned towards the door.

"But, Luna."
"Save it."

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I busted my door open as soon as I got in arms length of it. I ran to my room and got out some paper and a pencil. My vision blurred from the tears threatening to fall.
I was so upset and sad I didn't know how to function. I scribbled down my feelings as fast as I could.

"Yes the cigarette smoke was beautiful to look at, moving back and forth together. But who knew something so beautiful could be the death of me."

I set the pencil down and picked up the paper. "And to think I'm still in love with you."