CHAPTER 7 - Jinx

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Caze's POV

5:00 am

I get off to my bed, do my usual routine, taking a bath, get dress, toothbrush and eat my breakfast.

But now it's too early than the usual, I have no face for Neon and Scott after what happened last night.

They forgot their life in New York just because of me, and I'm thankfull for them. Pero pano naman ako? Habang buhay nalang bang aasa sa kanila?

"Maaga ka yata ngayon Caze?" Nana asked while I'm eating my breakfast while she is preparing my favorite chocolate drink.

"I don't want to be late Nana, alam mo naman ang goals ko diba?" I answered unattentivelly.

"Don't lie to me bata ka, Kilala kita, You seems so upset at ang mata mo, looks like panda's eyes, naka tulog kaba ng maayos? Your pale too, are you sick?"  Nana keep on asking, and I don't want to asnwered it, if she knew what happened to me in school, she worried worst than the two men, I don't want her to come school and fetch me like I am a 1st grader student, nakakatakot siya pag ganon.

"I have  headache Nana, don't worry na po,"I stood up, and drink my hot  chocolate. "Bye Nana.. I have to go." I said when I'm hearing footsteps upstairs, it means the two are awake. I walked out fast in the house and drive my scooter.

Nana left confused. Honestly I'm not well, I haven't enough sleep. Panay ang pangngulit nya.. bakit ayaw kong sumabay sa dalawa at dapat mag taxi nalangnako kay sa mag scooter.

She is special to me, ayaw ko siya masaktan, di na siya nag asawa o nag ka lovelife ng dahil sa amin lalong lalo na sa akin. Na guilty tuloy ako sa pag aalala niya ngayon umaga.

As I drove going to school, I saw a building, that caught my attention, every time I passed by the Violet Foundation, I became confused, so I stopped and park my scooter in front of the building. And I asked the guard if I can entered inside.

"Miss ang aga pa, di pa pwede." Ang guard.

"Hindi pa po pwede ngayon Miss, visiting hours is between 9:00 am to 5:00 pm,  pwede ka bumalik mamaya or  bukas, pwede rin 1pm today,  the founder of this foundation will be here, you might want to see or meet him." Isang babaeng naka salubong ko sa may pinto ng building.

"Oh great... sure... thanks"

" We need more volunteers here, especially woman like you, you seems so kind to children, like abandoned,  wedlock,  unwanted children." As she said it, my heart aches, so lucky to have my family, that provides us all we want, but I wanted most is their presence. Nasa amin ang lahat pero parang kulang parin.

" Oh I will, I will be back here " I said and start my scooter and drove away from the building.

As of 7:00 am, I am already at school, I would like to stay at the library but it still closed, so I stayed in the classroom, reading some notes, and reviewing my lessons but I can't focused, papano ko sasabihin to my new bandmates  na mag quiquit ako,  it drives me crazy thinking about it over and over again. I can't afford any mistakes this time.

After few minutes some of my classmates arrived, I wonder why they are all eyeing on me,  as If I've done anything  wrong, then I heard their murmurs.

"She's the beast on that view" A girl whispered at umupo na rin aa armchair.

"No she's not... damn she hit it so cool, grabe... galing niya" the other girl said.

"She's an A negative.. "a boy chuckled

" Why ?" Tanong nong isa pang classmate ko.

"She has a brilliant brain and talented but  Beauty?  Nah... I don't think so"

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