We all regret a few thing that we do in the past but we try to forget them which is too hard to do so....
What's exactly happening now I have no Idea I'm lost I didn't know what I was doing. All I wanted to do now was to forget what happened in the past 3 months I just wanted to move on but I couldn't do it I wanted her to be my queen so that we build our own kingdom with prince and princess with out her I'm incomplete so I started concentrating on other things like music. I mean I produce and play music starting up with music I usually produce music that are so brutal and swaggy which is suitable for gangsta rapping I do produce progressive stuff but they too feel mostly like a motivational track but after she came it was totally different. I started making progressive tracks but they sound kinda weird to me too I make them duh they feel super happy after she came in my life people started to get what I'm doing and started liking it then the blues I started making started to feel the same too they were like from brutal to melody it feels so good I could explain how the music after she came in my life felt... It felt like a mom kissing her baby and the way the baby feels it was just as same as that I mean she brought out the best in me and the worst. I wanted to forget her so badly now I think of starting to make music again I sat in front of my computer I look at my keyboard connected to my laptop open up the Ableton (music production software) I started up with the beat while my door was closed shut. To explain my room it was sound proofed no sound comes in or goes out when the door is shut. I started working on it I just started with the drum pattern the moved on to the chord progression like I always go then when I started playing the melody I couldn't play anymore I just stopped playing I was sitting in my chair I wasn't able to do anything except to l stare at the monitor and cry. I was all alone in the room with an incomplete track for the first time I was exhausted then I just shut my computer off sat on the chair cried till I sleep. The track is still incomplete I couldn't do it if I did complete it I would name it "Bitter memory".....
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RomanceSo This is what happened and what I really had in mind to tell.....how much you meant to me how much I loved you and most of all I wanted us to read this together but oh well it's not gonna be happening anytime soon P.S : some of these sequences are...
