Not Your Average Nerd

Old Friends

[×]Aiden[×]

She lied to me! She lied right to my fucking face and didn't even feel any damn shame! My god, how stupid can I get?! I actually thought she would trust me. HELL, I thought I could trust her!

Then she goes and breaks up with me the night after I gave my virginity to her?! What the hell?! Was that all she wanted?! Was to fuck me?! Did she just lie the whole time to feed me all this shit and trick me into bed?!

Yet she did it multiple times with that dooshbag-Lucas! What does she even see in him? Is it the eyebrow piercing?! Is that it?!

EUGH! She makes me so mad! I can't even think straight! She's just so... malevolent! Despiteful! How could I possibly be in love with her?! How am I still in love with her throughout all this?! How in the hell?!

I slam my fisted hand onto the desk, making everything on it jump.

"FUCK!" I scream, tearing my hair out. She's driving me insane-in a bad way now. She hurt me and without holding her and kissing her, I'm going into something like withdraw. She is my cocaine. No-something more addicting-tobbaco. Yea, that's what she is to me. My tobacco. My ciggeretes.

No matter how pissed I am at her, I can't help but still love and miss her. I miss her lips agaisnt mine. I miss her in my arms. I miss that feeling of last night where she was all mine. Even if it only lasted a couple hours.

And let me guess! She went and ran off with Lucas, didn't she?! My god, I can't believe any of this! I'm sick and tired of being thrown around like a rag doll. She knew she was going to hurt me and she could've stopped it! She could've told the truth! She could've trusted me!

But no! She had to do all this shit and just make me pissed!

"Dammit." I mumble, leaning my head over my desk, squeezing my eyelids shut until they hurt. I've completely lost her. She was mine, and then within just a couple of minutes, she's gone like that.

I put my hand up and wiped my wet cheek. I didn't even realise I was crying. I didn't know when I ever started.

I sigh, rubbing my face. How could I be so fucking stupid?

"Aiden! A girl's here for you!"

I jumped up, because for a split second, I believed it was Aaron coming to say she was sorry. But then I realised she wouldn't. Besides, even if she did, she would've came through the balcony doors.

"Okay! Just send her up!" I yelled to my dad, trying to get the remaining tears off my face.

A few seconds later, I heard the door creak open. My eyes widened in shock a little.

"Kylie? What are you doing here?" I asked. She stepped in and shut the door. Honestly, I hadn't seen Kylie in a long time. Some people were saying how she went off to boarding school or something.

"I wanted to see if you were okay. I heard what that bitch did to you." Oh great, now everyone thinks Aaron broke my heart. Well... She did. But everyone doesn't need to know that.

"How do you know?" She shrugs and sits on the edge of my bed. That's when I noticed she was wearing more cloths than usual. It was a full shirt and short shorts, but at least you couldn't see up them.