Not Your Average Nerd

Hurting

[×]Aiden[×]

I couldn't hold back anymore. Even with her yelling at me. Espically with her yelling at me. I don't know what has overtook me. My brain has started frying. And my heart has started trying to escape my body.

I knew it was Aaron. She always had this spot in me. Always. Even when I knew about her being this huge trouble maker. Even knowing she lies to make sure no one trusts her. Even knowing she'll one day hurt me.

I've been prepared for it. Been preparing for it. Because I... I like her. A lot. I don't know why it had to be her. But I'm glad it is. I don't care what anyone thinks of me because of it. I like Aaron.

Way to much.

And when I started to realise that, I tried to hint it at her. I was pretty sure she noticed half the time. But she never acted like it. And I've never really liked anyone like this before. I mean I have liked someone but not like this.

Which makes it that much harder to hold myself back.

I've kept queit for a while now, not knowing how to deal with it or tell her. But now its time to let it out.

When she started yelling at me for the hundredth time, I zoned out. I couldn't tell what she was saying. I couldn't tell where we were. It's was just me and her in a room... Alone. .

That's all I cared.

That's all it took for me to take two steps to her, grab her face, and smash her lips to mine.

I squeeze my eyes shut, feeling her gasp. I kept a hold of her face, making sure she couldn't pull away. For a couple seconds she hesitated to kiss me back. But then she finally gave in.

I let out a small sigh of relief when she softly placed her hands on the sides of my chest, gripping my shirt and some of my skin.

She then started kissing me back like she meant it. Her lips moved in sync with mine, sending thousands of electrical bolts flying up and down my body. Damn Aaron...

I kissed her with everything I had. Lust, desire, want, and right now-- anger.

But I have waited for this kiss for forever.

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°×°×Aaron×°×°

His lips were soft agaisnt my own. They sparked up things inside me, drowning all my thoughts of trying to protect him from me. He's kissed me and now... He won't be able to take it back. I'm losing control. It's slipping away like my state of mind.

It's going down the drain.

I can't stop myself. The way he feels agaisnt me. His lips, his hands, his body....

I want it all...

I don't know why it has to be him. I don't know why he could've just hated me from begining to end. Then this wouldn't be a problem. I could've just stayed as far away from him as possible and this wouldn't of happened.

But now I'm going all out. I can't hold myself back and I'm afraid too. I need Aiden... At least for a little bit.