sudden feelings

Chapter 48

Natalie's pov:

I woke up to Aisha and Kyle crying, I get up an turn the light on, I start singing to them cause it always works, I
Choose one of the boys' songs that I love.

I don't even like you why'd you want to go an make me feel this way, I don't understand what's happened I can't stop feeling this way-

" is that really the kind of message we should be sending them!?" Luke asked with a smile, " I was just getting them back to sleep plus their babies they don't understand it!" I said pulling the blanket back up over Aisha, " they understand more than you think!" He said wrapping his arms around me, " I was the one that took care of babies for years, I think I would know!" I said with a smile, " well I came down here to see who the angelic voice singing my song belonged to but it was just my beautiful wife!" He said kissing my neck, " haha that's not me!" I mumbled turning to face him, " I don't see anyone else trying to get their babies back to sleep with one of my bands songs!" He said with a smirk, " yeah yeah! So why are you awake?" I asked sitting down, " I couldn't sleep, These damn hospital beds aren't comfortable!" He complained, " okay then!" I replied, " what's that about?" He asked seriously, " nothing I just replied!" I said confused, " what's with the attitude!?" He asked sternly, " there is none!! What's ur problem!" I asked curiously, " my problem is your attitude about nothing!" He said bluntly, " ok maybe you should go! Come back when you stopped being an ass!" I said without realization, he looked at me with anger in his eyes an before I know it I was in the floor holding my left cheek that was stinging like a bitch, he slapped me! " Get out!! NOW!" I yelled at him, " nat I am so sorry! I don't know what came over me!" He pleaded, " leave Luke! Before the babies wake up again!" I said standing up, he walked out the door an I closed it behind him locking it till I woke up, why did he slap me? He's never ever done anything like that before!

Luke's pov:

I slapped her!! How could I do that!!? She's my everything! Her an the kids are my everything! I can't believe I did that! She hates me now! She completely hates me now! I don't blame her, but that wasn't me, I didn't, I wouldn't slap her! It was something else, like the medication I've been taking since yesterday, the doctor said that a short temper or ungodly actions may accur within the first 24 hours but why nat! Why?

Natalie's pov:

Im alone in my hospital room crying, crying because he would never hurt me but he did just several minutes ago! Something had to of driven him to do it, but I can't think straight right now! I can't keep thinking about this, I have to write it all down an the best way to express it is writin a song!

I love you, that's not a lie
I'll tell you, yell it to the sky
Show you everything close to me
But can you promise me
You won't hurt me

I thought I was clear, I thought u promised, how can I trust you now
When it's all been done with,
You promised you'd protect me
Was it a lie? Was everything a lie?

I'm scared of what's next
Will you hurt me again?
Should I run in fear?
Or stay strong by your side

Show me it wasn't a lie
Show me you really did try
Make me believe
That you really love me

I love you an I wanna hear you out
But what do I do? It could be a lie
Do I take that chance on you? Is it all because I love you? Do you love me back? Or was that a lie too?

I didn't think the song was the best, but I can always edit it an fix it up later, I walk into the bathroom an my eyes instantly shoot open at the swollen hand print on my cheek, he actually hit me pretty hard!