She didn't feel like calling, where she couldn't edit what she was trying to say. She texted him.
Jaela: What's up?
Read @ 9:18
Blaine: Why didn't you tell me?
Read @ 9:20
Jaela: Tell you what, Blaine?
Read @ 9:20
Blaine: You know what I mean. If you want to apologize meet me before school in Mr. Peterson's back room.
Read @ 9:22
Why did Jaela have to apologize? She knew what she was sorry for doing but he couldn't be jealous they never even had a date. Why was he being so possessive?
That night Jaela decided that she would go and see Blaine, even if it was in the back room. He wouldn't do anything to her, she trusted that. That night she dreamt of him.
She held him close in her dream as they cuddled but all of a sudden Elias and Jem arrived in the picture. She let go of Blaine and all of a sudden he was fading. She put a hand back on him and his color returned the others were fading so she pulled them all to her so they were all touching so no one would fade. It was so difficult because every now and then someone would need more touch. Finally herself was fading. She had to hug herself and let the others fade to remain colored. But she didn't, she kept holding all the others to keep their color. And poof she was gone. As she felt the falling sensation, she awoke.
She shook her head. Of course the dream had to mean something. She didn't just dream often she dreamt sometimes and things that look so prophetic that they had to be in some way.
She got up and got ready for school since it was 7:20. She went out to her bus stop and waited. She began to worry about what Blaine had wanted. He was so secretive. It kept the mystery that Jaela was so attracted to. She followed his instructions once she arrived at school.
"Hey, Jaela. You here to see Blaine?" Mr. Peterson said walking closer to her. He was dressed in a maroon top and his tan work pants. As fancy as always. Jaela was dressed in a t-shirt that had a pink and red rose on it and some leggings.
"Yeah, do you know which room he went into?"
"The lesson room." She of course knew where that was since she was a band student. She was about to walk in when she suddenly got nervous. She really didn't know what was making her so nervous. She just was. She knocked on the door slightly.
"Come in!" She heard him say. She pushed the handle down and pushed the door. There he was waiting for her.
"Why are you so afraid Jaela! I'm not going to hurt you, you are fine, just come here." He held his arms out like he wanted a hug. She went in and accepted the hug. In his arms she felt safer than she had ever felt. She pressed her face into his chest.
"Now down to business." He said pushing away softly so he can look in her eyes. "I was hurt, you've kissed both my best friends before you kissed me. I've confessed my love for you, yet they get a kiss, from The Jaela Staren?" He laughed and without giving her a chance to explain he pressed his lips against hers hard at first which made her moan softly and bite his bottom lip. They let tongues slip and her back was on the wall and him in front of her with a hand on the wall and another touching her face as he kissed her forcefully then slowly slowing and getting more gentle. She closed her eyes and breathed against his chest which was pressed on hers. She couldn't help but moan at all the intensity of the lip biting, the tongue twirling, the groping. She moaned louder and then someone knocked on the door.
"Um Blaine? First block is about to start." Me. Peterson coughed uncomfortably. Jaela blushed and fixed her shirt. Blaine smiled at her slyly. She left the room, past Mr. Peterson but then she went back.
"Uh thanks?" She said to Blaine and ran back out of the lesson room. That would no longer be the lesson room to her.
The happiness of the morning lasted the whole day. All she could remember was how she craved that again. She wanted that passionate, intense feel she felt with him. She closed her eyes and remembered how her body fit perfectly in his while they pressed against each other.
She didn't want to share the story with anyone. That was her and Blaine's own private moment. She wanted to cherish it forever. Although she had kissed 3 guys. Blaine's was by far the most passionate. He was experienced after all since he was a senior. The others were gentle but Blaine knew exactly what she wanted and how to get that. Blaine knew what he wanted and he'd get that too. No matter what he had to do to get that.
She didn't want to share that moment but she had to, so that night she called Alexa.
"Oh my gosh girl, okay so me and Blaine made out this morning."
"Wait you mean Blaine sexy teacher aid Blaine?"
"Yeah, that's right." She said. She couldn't help but remember.
"What happened? Anything juicy?"
"Not much but it was so intense and passionate." She said using the words she had thought of when replaying the moment in her head.
"I don't know Jaela. You're kind of young. What if he wants to go further?"
Jaela thought about that of course she never thought of that. Losing her virginity at 15? She had always thought to herself that she'd wait til marriage. How would she wait til marriage with Blaine as her future spouse? Jaela found herself shrugging but remembered that she was on the phone.
" I don't know. We'll wait til that moment comes. He'll ask."
"He didn't ask when he was pressing you against a wall and groping you"
"But I didn't fight it so it wasn't wrong. I believe I'm more strong willed. I will not let him do things that I don't want." She said. "But I've got to go to sleep Alexa, love you." She hung up and sighed. Who knows maybe she would she didn't even think of fighting back. Either she wanted it or her hormones took over or both.
