One Shots

It was suppose to be Us

  "Let me in! Aniya, I know your in there. Please just let me explain" My first and only love said while continuing to roughly knock on my camp room.
     Me and Mario met in elementary school and I instantly thought he was cute and throughout middle school I fell in love with him. We never made it official or exclusive but everyone knew that we had a thing so we really never felt the need to nor did it come up. I do admit we do date other people sometimes but it just never works out because we are too stuck on each other. We even went to the same camp this summer because I was moving. Only about a hour away but we wouldn't be going to the same school so I wouldn't get a chance to see him much. That and this is the last middle school camp we can go to considering we just graduated middle school. 
    I had such high hopes for this summer. I really wanted to spend time with him to make up for the time we were gonna lose once school started but I really wish I hadn't because of the horrible circumstances I'm in now.
I continued to cry and just stare at the door drowning out his repetitive apologies with the fresh memory of him with his pants unbuttoned and and her skirt hiked up way above her butt, making out in the janitorial closet. The pain I felt was something beyond any physical destruction. It was as if my soul was brutally murdered. Even when I had the Chace to run and I knew I should have, I didn't. I really stood there and actually thought he would come to his senses and stop but of course the only reason he stopped was because my friend was calling my name trying to find out where I was. I shut the door and then ran straight to my room and a few seconds later he was knocking on my door.
"Can you please leave me alone " I say trying not to get loud. My sadness was slowing starting to be replaced by depression and anger and I just wanted to be left alone.

" Well maybe if you weren't acting so immature right now we could settle this. I said I was sorry and you won't even give me a chance to explain " He said sounding annoyed and then. I snapped. I opened the door so quickly I near popped my shoulder out of place but I had too much adrenaline pumping through my veins to even feel it.

" I don't want your Bullsh*t apology nor do I need you. Are you seriously kidding me. I love you and I thought you loved me to. Guess I was wrong wasn't I?. We were supposed to lose our virginity together! You couldn't even have a little decency to come to me and tell me you didn't think I was worth losing your virginity to. I can't believe you. "

" I DIDN'T LOSE MY VIRGINITY TO HER. " He said but I couldn't trust anything that was coming from him right now and he knew it.

" Then who was it. " I said suddenly feeling hurt because I knew what he meant.

" Does it really matter at this point "

" When did you lose it "

" Last year on my birthday "

" What...... I was with you on your birthday because you threw your birthday party and I left right after.... "

"Aniya I'm sor..."

" right after I finally found you with Jessica coming out of the house because you went missing for awhile..... You told me you felt sick! I hate you so much. I. Cant. Believe. You. She. Is. A. Slut. You. Couldnt. Even. Wait. For. Me." I ended while pushing his chest until he grabbed my arms and holding me to where I couldn't move.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. " He continued as we slid down to the ground. I felt his warm tears fall onto my face while my tears fell onto his jacket.

It seemed like the silence in the room was murdering majority of the adrenaline filled anger and all that was left now was raw emotion. What The pain I experienced before our argument was nothing compared to now. Between me being in the arms of who hurt me most, my self esteem being knocked down hard, and the realization that we could never be how we were before this was just unbearable. Being in his arms started to burn. I tried to get up but he wouldn't let me.

" Please let me go. " I said with tears from the burning sensation my body was feeling. He let me go sensing something was wrong and I felt the cool air bringing relief to my arms.

" I can't do this anymore Mario. "

"What... I know I messed up but we can get through it... Please baby don't do this. I'll make it up to you I promise "

"You can't. There's nothing you can do. Just leave"

"I'm not giving up on you, Aniya. You need time and I understand that but I can't lose you" he said slowly opening the door and taking one last glance at me before walking out of the door.

I sat down on the edge of my bed, took my shoes off, climbed under the covers and cried my self to a deep sleep until I heard the screams of another girl and the thick smell of smoke filling my room.

" ANIYA! " I heard Mario yell just before I saw the ceiling cave in.