An Unbreakable Bond

Eleanor

So, been a while.

Emma never updated, neither did Nicole and I kinda just floated away...
Like an empty ghost...
An empty ghost...

I'm glad we have few reads, otherwise disappointment may have been plentiful. Just thanks for reading, voting, commenting.

Us three have drifted apart, lets be honest. But it's okay to move on, as long as you linger a little. So it is on this night I find myself alone, content, drifting through old works and guessing this password (which Nicole and Emma most likely forgot). I miss this.

Not everything or everyone is perfect. I just felt the urge to give a word from me to say we're okay...we're not dead...we (or at least I) still think about history. I cling on to friendship, though I'm turning into a centipede with all of these new things I need to cling to.

I don't speak to Emma much, just a passing word, but I do speak to Nicole everyday all the time and I know all three have us have been through...a lot. Towards the end of 2015. And this is no pity complaint or authors notes boring readers with their pathetic life story. This is me saying hi, stranger, maybe all we need is to talk to another stranger. I know I need to find the humanity.

So pop up, not here, xekmillsx , NO I AM NOT PROMOTING I'm telling you to PM me. Why? WHY NOT? Why not just talk. Why does everyone have to zip it, fake it, stay cool?! TALK TO STRANGERS. TALK TO ME. I don't care what, when, why, who, anything. I have no reason myself but I want to make some sort of connection because I feel like I've lost that here...

So, been a while.

This was a deeply pleasing failure. It holds regrets and mistakes but I vow not to change anything of mine here and give the past versions of myself a little dignity. And just hi. Because I can.

There is actually this draft I just noticed. Here, unpublished, by Emma. So perhaps maybe I'll later give you a sneak peak?

So yeah, um...

Not goodbye.

-E