Just Friends || j.g.

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Shivers are immediately sent down my spine, I practically melted. Everything on my bottom half clenches and suddenly, my inner goddess comes out from hiding.

Im pretty sure I was still a little drunk because what I said next, I would never say to him, like, ever.

"Then punish me, Daddy." I wrapped my arms around his neck. He smiled and leaned in connecting our lips. His rough hands went up my sides to the top of my sweatshirt, unzipping it slowly.

"Jump." He commanded. I did as I was told. He held onto my butt and started walking over to the staircase.

My dad still isn't home and I don't think he's coming home anytime soon. I honestly don't know what to think about this whole situation.

My hands went to the back of Jack's neck and I tangled my fingers into his dark hair.

We made it up the long staircase and into my room. He closed the door behind us and walked over to by bed, laying me down.

He lifted my shirt above my head revealing my black lace bra. He stepped back and stared at me. I started to feel self conscious.

"You're so beautiful." He said gliding his bottom lip in between his teeth. I started blushing like crazy.

He leaned down and connected our lips again. This time it was more passionate. I lifted my hands and placed them on his cheeks, deepening the kiss.

I started thinking. 'What would happen if we did do this? Our friendship would be in jeopardy. What if we did this, but it was only this? Not a relationship, just this one time. That would ruin what we have.'

I stopped kissing him. His hand was down near my heat, tugging at my underwear waistband.

He immediately brought it back up and looked at me with a confused expression.

"What's wrong Sarah?" He hovered over me.

"Um, I don't think we should do this." I sat up and grabbed my shirt, pulling it over my head.

"Ok." He stood up and went to my dresser, grabbing his sweatpants and a shirt.

"Jack, I'm-." Is all I could manage to get out before I'm cut off by a furious sounding Jack. Jeez.

"It's fine." Is all he said before walking over to my bathroom and shutting the door, lightly closing it because my mom is sleeping in the other room.

I brought my legs up at my chest and laid my head on knees. I let out a couple deep sighs and got up heading to my dresser to grab one of his shirts and my Pink black and white shorts.

I had gotten them on my 18th birthday from Jack. They're my favorite.

My birthday is June 20th, and yes, I had school on my birthday, and we had finals. Isn't that great?

He knows I love Pink because we go there every time we go shopping.

He walked out of the bathroom, not making eye contact with me. I walked past him into the bathroom where I brushed my teeth, and hair, and went to the bathroom.

When I was done I just stood in front of the mirror looking at myself. I glanced down at Jack's toothbrush that he always leaves here. I let out another deep sigh, exiting the bathroom.

"Jack?" I looked down at my feet. There was no response. I looked up to see my room completely empty. I furrowed my eyebrows and walked to my door. I opened it and walked to the staircase. I walked halfway down to see Jack on the couch.

"What are you doing?" I asked, shifting my weight onto one foot.

"What does it look like Sarah. Im sleeping on the couch." Woah! Where did this attitude come from?

"Why? We always sleep together." I emphasized.

"Because I wanted to. Now can I go to bed?"

"Whatever Jack." I scoffed walking back up to my room and slamming my door. I didn't care if my mom was sleeping. Jack really pisses me off and he needs to know that.

I walked over to my bed, moving the covers so I can slip right in. I don't know what Jacks problem was, but he needs to fix it real quick.

It took a while for me to fall asleep due to everything that happened tonight, but when I did, I was out like a light.

Three hours passed and I woke up. I looked over at the clock beside my bed and it said 3:45 a.m.

I laid there for a second and then decided I needed a snack. I walked down the stairs to the kitchen. I opened the fridge, aka bae, and got a water bottle and then walked to the cabinet to get the pack of oreos that I just bought.

I went back to the stairs where I saw Jack on his phone. He looked at me but turned away. I didn't say anything and just walked back up to my room.

I had lights all the way around my room. I turned them on and got into my bed. I just wanted to be comfortable and relax. I turned on my smart tv and clicked on the Netflix app.

I wanted to watch a scary movie, but I didn't want it to be that scary. I started Carrie because that's the shit. I leaned back on my bed with my water and oreos.

Halfway into the movie I'm pretty sure I fell asleep.

Tonight was different, to say the least. So many emotions all in like three or four hours. I can't comprehend what I'm feeling. It's only a matter of hours until I might have to face this problem between Jack and I.

Who knows, maybe Jack and I are done being friends. I honestly don't know at this point.

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-Lyssa