Song: Robbers by The 1975
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Alex's POV
Faith had to leave a bit after so leaving me and Maggie sitting on the lounge chairs while my mum made us dinner.
"I'm bored." Maggie said. I was bored aswell.
"Let's go back up to my room then and listen to music." I say as we get up and walk back up to my room.
Maggie laid on my bed as I put my phone on shuffle as blink-182 came on, they're kind of hardcore rock but it still soothed me somehow. It's a bit low up loud enough that we could hear it.
"We need a boyfriend." Maggie sighed.
"We really do." I giggled.
It's true I haven't had a boyfriend since maybe 2 years ago, I had never trusted boys again. Well long story short he cheated on me. Yes, I should be over it by now but I was really in love with the guy.
"When was the last time you had a boyfriend?" I asked Maggie, she sighed and giggled.
"Well last year kinda, remember that really tall guy with loads of tattoos that always sat with us in lunch?" She asked still giggling.
"Oh, I remember!" I laugh, how can I not remember he was so clingy to Mags. He graduated last year.
"Just think about us graduating in a few months, boo." She tells my putting her hand on my knee. "We would be wearing gowns, and heels while everyone's watching us."
It's was actually nice to think about it, I always loved dressing up and feeling as pretty as can be, but now I'm a teenager and I'm so freakin' insecure about everything. My spots, weight, my height, everything. My mum tells I'll get over it, my dad tells me I'm beautiful, Emily tells me that I should just think happy! How am I supposed to think happy if I'm not happy?
"Earth to Alex." Maggie said waving her hand in my face, quickly knocking me out of my thoughts.
"Pardon?" I ask.
She giggles, "Your mum called us down."
I giggled aswell as we walked down to find my family at the table. Emily on her phone, dad reading the newspaper and mum waiting patiently.
"Sit girls." She tells us as me and Maggie take our usual spots at the table. Yes, Maggie does have her own spot but she's always here so why not? Faith has one too which doesn't bother me one bit.
We dig into the pasta that mum made, I had to be honest nana makes the best pasta there is but there's no more of that anymore.
I try to ignore my thoughts and continue eating. Maggie and my family are having small talk, I usually never talk but that's just me.
I finish half my plate as Maggie finished all of it to make my mum happy. We take our plates to the kitchen and place our dishes in the foist.
"Alex, you barely ate." Maggie told me as we go up to my room.
All I want to do is sit in bed and listen to music. I just remembered we have work tomorrow.
"Fuckkk." I groan.
"What?" Maggie asks.
"We have work tomorrow." I say putting my head in my small hands.
"Oh shit, yeah I forgot." Maggie said copying my actions.
She sits down next to me as she pulls out her phone. I give my cheesy smile as she smirks at the camera. Since we have lots of people following us already we have to be careful of what we post because of the boys.
My phone vibrates as I pick it up and see what notifications I have.
@MaggieMerrygold: This is what happens when a girl is fucked up 💕
I quickly retweeted it and continued to scroll through my feed. Loads of the boys' fans have followed us because of how much time we've been spending with them.
I played with Maggie's fingers till I went to bed, her nails were still perfect from last week for when she got them done. We both had our French tips done. My real nails are showing quickly.
She lays her head on my shoulder as she's holding the stuffed husky from today. I look at the time and it's already 10:30. The nice beat to the music soothes me, I am still playing with Maggie's fingers, they are slightly longer than mine, it makes me laugh.
As soon as I know it I'm already asleep on her shoulder and she's asleep on my head listening to Green Day.
How can we sleep with Green Day on?
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Hi, i feel like shit so this is how I continue to write till my mum gets pills. I hope you guys have a nice day today it's Saturday so it's good. Remember you're never alone to talk, I'm always free.
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-Alex xx
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