Song: Golden Days by: Panic! At The Disco.
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Faith's POV,
Seconds are minutes, minutes are hours, hours are century's. Alex is comforting me while James and Maggie are on their way from their date.
"Shh, he isn't worth it." Alex said trying to calm me down.
This is the first time I've had a full blown panic attack.
"Brad! Where the hell is he?" Alex shouts.
"He's refusing to come here." He calls.
"Why the hell would you bring him here you dumb fuck?" I tell him.
Maggie and James finally show up, Maggie runs and hugs me tightly.
"I'm going to beat his ass." Maggie exclaims.
"I don't care anymore, let's just go fucking find him." Tris yells.
"Let's go." James says furiously. "He can't fucking do that to a girl."
The lads leave and leaves us, Maggie is suggesting things that would get my mind off things.
"Wanna go to Costa? You love their coffee." Alex asks, I shrug my shoulders as we get ready to leave.
We are all holding hands as we walk, Costa isn't that far from our flat.
"Sorry about your date Mags, you had to leave cause of my bullshit." I apologize.
"Don't worry about it, we were getting mobbed by fans anyway." Maggie smiles at me.
We are walking half way and we see a familiar group of boys yelling at another.
"Oh hell no." Alex says.
"Holy shit." I say I turn back around and start to walk away as Alex and Maggie chase me.
"Faith!" I hear someone call my name, Connor.
I turn back around to see Connor sprinting over to me.
"Go the fuck away." I tell him.
"Let me explain." Connor says.
"What is there to explain? You obviously cheated on me." I yell.
"Yes I did and I feel like shit, Louisa doesn't mean anything to me." He tells me.
"That doesn't change that fact that I was fucking in love with you and you just left because you wanted another?" I ask.
"I love you, Faith." He tells me, I hear him cry at the time he says that.
"Bullshit." I turn back around and walk away from him.
"You fucked up Connor." I hear Maggie yell and walk with me.
Soon Alex joins, she has no words. She clenches her fists occasionally. We soon hear yelling. I turn around and see Tristan trowing punches at Connor.
Brad and James are trying to get him off. Connor has a busted lip and a black eye.
"I love her." He yells.
"If you really did love her you wouldn't have cheated you dick!" Tristan yells. The boys finally get him off Connor.
"What can I do to make it up to you?" Connor asks wiping the blood off of his face.
"Nothing can change the past." I shake my head.
"Faith, I love you more than anything. I bought you this." Connor tells me he goes into his pocket and pulls out a ring. "I promise you that I will forever love you, and I will take care of you through anything that happens." He tells me, he grabs my right hand and puts the ring on my ring finger.
"You promise?" I ask.
"I promise." He corrects, he places his lips on mine as they move slowly. I put both of my hands on his face. His lips tastes like blood but I don't care. I love him. I love Connor.
I pulled away as I went in for a hug.
"I'm so sorry." Connor says. "I love you."
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We are back at the flat, Tristan hasn't fully accepted Connor just yet it he did apologize to him. We are all currently drinking the alcohol that Alex had left over from last night and watching the X Factor.
Things are kinda awkward about what just happened. I think I have to build up my trust a little more with him.
Brad and Alex are cuddling, same with James and Maggie, Tris is sitting alone like he always does. And me and Con are sitting together but not so close to each other.
"Sleepover?" Maggie suggests as everyone looks at Connor and I.
"If Faith is okay with it?" Con shrugs.
"I'm cool." I say trying to play it off cool.
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