Loving You With Hatred || b.w.s

Chapter 24: Drop Out?

Song: Teenage Dream by: The Nights.
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Alex's POV,

I barley slept last night with what I saw. Well let me start that I'm already getting hate for me and Brad 'dating', I mean James deleted the video cause he saw the amount of hate.

My dad gave me a major yelling for getting a tattoo without his permission, but honestly I don't give a crap. Maggie's parents are more than happy! She told me her mum said that they would get matching tattoos.

Lucky.

I admired the black ink on my wrist, it's honestly beautiful. I always use this quote 'music is my escape', I got the tattoo for that reason. I feel like music is medicine, well besides alcohol.

I always wanted to jump around stage and just head bang. I know that sounds weird but I really want to just feel free in music, if you know what I mean. I look over at my alarm clock and it's 5:45 in the morning.

"Fucking ass." I mumbled to myself. I see a sleepy Emily come into my room.

"Oh you're awake, mum told me to wake you up but never mind, I guess." She said walking away. I don't get my sister at all.

I mumble cuss words as I stumble out of my very small bed. I was also thinking on, you know dropping out?

Yes, I know Maggie will be more than pissed off with me if I don't get to go to graduation but I just always fucking hated school. I always miss days and what's the point of trying to get into a good college when I have straight C's?

I cracked my phone, yes, yes I did. Sometimes I literally think I'm bipolar or something I get mad at the stupidest things. Well that phone deserves to be broken, I had the same iPhone 5c for 3 years and it's need to go.

I plan on telling my mum but she would smack the sense into me, all she wanted from me was to get a scholarship and high honours. Not like my dad, he dropped out in freshman year.

I got out my tights and school girl skirt and my regular school top. I leave my hair loose and straight down my back touching my bum. I don't even feel like putting on makeup. I quickly brush my teeth and pop in a piece of mint gum.

I grab my bag and put on my combat boots, I quickly walk pass my dad.

"Bye hunny I love you." He said.

"Whatever." I roll my eyes, I'm still pissed off with him not approving of my tattoo.

I slam the door kind of harshly, not meaning to. Today I don't feel like walking so I take Thor. I'm kind of early today but I'm going to pick up Mags so it's perfect.

I turn Thor on and start to drive with Nirvana blasting through the speakers. I see Maggie walking as she hears the music and gets startled.

"Get in, I don't feel like walking today at 6 in the goddamn morning." I giggle as she gets in the passenger seat.

"Emo mood?" She asks. I shrug my shoulders as I continue to drive, I actually really like driving I feel like I'm flying.

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We arrive at the hell I call school as girls are pointing at me and Mags from in my car.

We try to get in the school as one girl stops us.

"Are you and Brad dating?" She asks. Honestly I felt like biting her head off, yeah I sort have a little crush on him but it's not like I'll freaking die for him.

Maggie held my shoulder as a sign to calm down.

"No she's not dating Brad. Okay, thank you very much, now have a nice day." Maggie sarcastically said as we walk to our lockers. "What was that about? You could have simply said no."