Song: ANYTHING BY GREEN DAY IS AMAZING!!
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Alex's POV,
I wake up with the worst headache and again I'm on the floor, with Maggie looking down at me with an innocent smile.
"Good morning my love." Maggie grins.
"I fucking hate you." I roll my eyes.
"I fucking love you too." She smiles even wider.
"What happened last night?" I ask getting back on the bed.
"Well were shall I start? You had sex with Tristan." She points. My eyes literally widened. I can't, no no I didn't. The only thing I remember is me having feelings for Brad, I never thought I would think that. Why me?
"We couldn't have. No." I sigh getting my phone and quickly dialing Tris' number. He luckily answers in the rings.
"Alex?" I asks in his morning voice.
"Did we have sex?" I ask quickly.
"Alex-," he giggles before I cut him off.
"Answer my question Tristan." I cracked as I swallowed a huge lump behind my throat.
"We didn't have sex Alex, I promise, it's not like you're a virgin." He laughs a bit.
"I am a virgin Tristan." I said and I quickly hang up and throw my phone across Maggie's bedroom, I fucking forgot I was here.
I just let the tears stream down my face, Maggie held me close as I soaked my tears on her shoulder.
"Sh, it's okay, it's only your virginity." Maggie said in my hair.
"I don't want to loose my virginity to the wrong person, Mags." I crack.
"I'm sorry." She mumbles. "I'll call Faith over." She says grabbing her phone and ringing Faith.
"Faith. Come to my house urgently, please." Maggie exclaims. "Alex." She lastly said before hanging up.
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Faith rushed into Mags' room and quickly engulfed me in her arms. I'm lucky to have them.
"Let it all out." She pats as I sob into her shoulder even more. "Ready to tell me what's going on?"
"All I remember is me liking Br-," I say before I know what I'm saying I cover my mouth.
"Finish your damn sentence." Maggie says and I see Faith glare at her, it made me giggle a bit.
"It's gunna be like year 6 all over again? All I remember is me having feelings for B-Brad." I studder as Faith and Maggie give the most confused look there is.
"I thought you hated him?" Faith asked.
"My thoughts didn't change about him being to one of those clones of Lindsay Lohan." I roll my eyes, I know Brad is going to end up like that. And if I let him into my life he's gonna break me. I know it.
Suddenly I felt myself go light headed, and I just closed my eyes. As everything went black.
Faith's POV,
Alex is pale and sleeping. At this point I'm scared out of my mind.
"Call 999." I told Maggie.
"Faith calm down she passed out all we need is some water." Maggie ran to get some water from her kitchen.
I looked at the pale girl that say laying on my lap, she has so much going on I can't even imagine. I brush my fingers through her long hair. I see Alex's eyes open as she looks at my confusedly.
Maggie rushed back in with a bottle of water in her hands. She soon hands it to her as she chugs the water. Maggie has also brought some Advil for her headaches. I was literally on the verge of crying at the moment, Alex still had tears streaming down her face.
"Let's say we spend the day here." Maggie said as I got under the covers with Alex.
"Oh fuck, I have to call my mum." Alex quickly said searching the room for her phone.
"Well first you through it across the room and secondly I already ringed her and told her that you're her with me." Maggie smiled. I know Mags has dealt with this type of situation.
She logged into her Netflix and we started to watch an episode of scream queens. I look over at Alex and she has already dozed off. I'm not as tired so I continue watching the show till I know I'm asleep.
Unfortunately, I can't get thoughts out of my damn mind. It's hard to breath while I'm trying to sleep. Having my mind filled with thoughts like this 'cause me to worry a lot. More than I should.
Things now are in the 21st century are so difficult. It's hard for people to be happy, or even have a real smile.
It's like if someone can pay for a smile they would, I know a fake smile when I see one and ever since I met Alex she's never had a real smile. I never knew what her smile looks like, Maggie tells me that she has loads of panic attacks and depression.
Damn things like this always get to my head. It hurts that people aren't being happy with there self. And it's something that I don't know of, best friends don't keep secrets but I'll give her time.
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So far I'm really feel like I have nothing to do. I'm bored I'm walking around my street looking for things to do. It's 12 at night and I'm tired but I really wanted a chapter up so here ya go🙈
Ily💕
-Alex xx
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