Song: R U Mine by: The Arctic Monkeys.
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Brad's POV,
It's been almost been a whole week since I haven't seen Alex, she's still at the hospital on pain killers according to Connor which has been keeping my updated on her. I wanted to give her some space but today I'm gonna have the balls to say hi. I bought her a bottle of red wine and a boutique of Lily's. Since they are her favourite type of flowers.
I was still heart broken that she broke up with me and I didn't expect her to tweet it so quickly but she did. Right after I tweeted mine I got loads of hate and questions about what happened. I deserve the hate, because of me she's scared.
I've been slightly 'viewing' her Twitter to see what she's up to, right know she's only been in a hospital bed. I know that Jess, Allis, Bryan, and Cole, went to visit her yesterday. She's been getting 'feel better' tweets from multiple different celebrities.
Her fans have also been making a hashtag trend #FeelBetterAlex. I can't say that her fans aren't loyal because truly they really are. Connor is supposed to be here soon to pick me up. Then I'm thinking of what I should say.
"Hey Alex, I got you this." Nahh that's to simple.
"Hey Alex, how are you feeling?" That sounds like I did nothing wrong.
Soon I hear Con's horn, I leave the hotel I was staying in and come in his car.
"You look snazzy." Con tells me. "You know Faith doesn't appreciate me doing this." He explains.
"I don't blame her." I sigh.
"Hey, you might have fucked up your relationship but I know you'll get her back because you two are literally made for each other." Con says as he drives off.
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We are both currently at the hospital and Con tells me that no one is in there besides Alex, since everyone went to go get things. I tell the lady up front that I'm here to visit and she gives me her room number.
"I'll be out here if anything happens." Con assures me as I slightly knock on the door.
"Come in." I hear her sweet Devon accent tell me. I slowly come in and her eyes widen, I see that her hands start to shake and she goes pale.
"Hey Alex." I smile. "I brought you these, just for a you know get-well gesture." I smile.
"Oh." She says, "You could put it right there." She points at a table filled with balloons and stuffed bears.
"Well I wanted to know how you're feeling." I tell her as I come slightly closer.
"Fine." She says shakingly.
"I also wanted to talk about us." I tell her.
"There isn't an us, anymore Brad." Alex says trying not to raise her voice.
"But I at least wanted to be friends." I tell her putting my hand on top of hers.
"How are friends supposed to-" She says until she gets cut off by Maggie rushing into the room.
"Oops." She says quickly and leaves. Alex doesn't notice that my hand is still on hers and she quickly snatches it back.
"Alex please." I beg her.
I hear her mumble something but I didn't really hear it.
"One more time?" I ask.
"I'm scared, okay? I'm scared that I'll get hurt again." She cracks, a tear streams down her cheek as I wipe it away with my thumb. "Please don't try anything, I want time." She tells me.
"How much time?" I ask.
"I don't know Brad!" She says in frustration.
"I think I'll just go." I whisper, as she puts her head back and sighs, I open her door to see all of them sitting on the floor waiting for something to happen. I just leave and do the thing I've been doing since we broke up.
Tristan's POV,
I scared me to hear that they were in that room alone, I saw everything. Brad elbowed Alex so hard she went unconscious. When I saw that I literally have him the biggest punch I could have ever gave anyone.
We all sat up and went back inside. No one knew about Brad's visiting but Con made us stay out of the room.
"How ya feelin'?" Faith asked coming towards her.
"Fine, I guess." She says with a weak smile.
"Jess called me in, I'm so sorry." Maggie tells her.
"It's alright, you shouldn't be missing your job to come and take care of me." Alex giggles. Maggie nods and leaves the door within seconds.
I walk to her hand take the hands that didn't have her IV in it. I tugged a loose piece of her hair behind her ear that made her weakly smile.
"Alex you need more shampoo so me and Con are gonna get some, okay." Faith tells her.
"Yeah okay, see ya." She replied as her and Con left.
I fiddled around with her small fingers.
"It's funny that everything about you is little." I laugh.
"Don't start, Evans." She points as she giggles.
"Like look at your hands, their so cute." I coo showing her fingers.
"You're so weird." Alex giggles and rolls her eyes.
"Mean girls?" I ask girlyish. As she nods, I put the disc into the small tv. Alex scooted a spot for me next to her. We fitted perfectly. Our hands were so close together I moved it slowly so I can hold it.
"If you want to hold my hand, just do it you wimp." Alex chuckles, as I grasp her hand and hold it tightly.
She laid her head on my shoulder as we watched the movie. I knew I loved this girl but I didn't know if she does back. Or maybe she's doing this because she misses Brad? But I don't want to assume things.
"You deserve someone that's utterly in love with you." I spill out.
"The thing is I don't know if he loves me as much as I love him." She tells me. I know she was talking about Brad which made me ache inside.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SISTER!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU ANNOYING ASS BITCH, I LOVE YOU💕
She's 13 eww, I remember when I turned 13. That's when I started that really wired emo fase😂
Bye xx
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