Loving You With Hatred || b.w.s

Chapter 44: Thinking Of You.

Song: One and Only by: Adele.
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Brad's POV,

It's the next day and the girls are all set with moving in, all they want is to decorate it a bit more. Alex is currently sleeping on my chest, she has allowed my to stay with her tonight. This has only made me realize how beautiful she really is. The slightest snores she does when she's in a deep sleep, her hair gets tangled up with her body, the way our bodies mold like clay.

I hear a knock at her door, since I was shirtless I pulled up the covers to hide my chest.

"Come in." I whispered, as I see Maggie come in with a smirk on her face.

"Well, good morning. Tell the dolly next to you that we have a shoot today at 11 which is basically in an hour." Maggie smiled.

"Alright, I'll wake her up." I smile as Maggie walks out of Alex's room and closes the door quietly.

She looks so peaceful I don't want to wake her but, she has to. Plus the boys and I have to write a song. Joe has talked to Tristan and told him that he had to come today or he would have to suffer the consequences. Today was also the day I ask Joe about announcing that me and Alex are dating.

I slightly shake her as she moves around a bit and rubs her eyes, I soon get to see the jewels as known as her eyes.

"Morning baby." I whisper as she smiles.

"Morning, why up so early?" She asks.

"Unfortunately you have to work and so do I." I sigh as she pouts her bottom lip.

"I wanted to cuddle with you today." Alex giggles.

"We will, I promise." I tell he as she holds up her pinky and entwines them with mine. I give her a quick peck on the lips as she gets up and walks away. I can't stand the fact that she doesn't even try to tease me but she still sways her hips like Shakira.

She leaves the room and leaves me smiling, damn did I really deserve her after all the shit I've done? I decide to finally get up. I walk around noticing how big this is. It's honestly beautiful, Maggie has planned out everything for the housewarming party this evening. She told us boys to invite everyone the we know well not everyone but you get the point.

I walk down the spiral stairs that they have leading myself to see Faith watching the Telly with tea in her hands with Maggie and Alex having some small talk while Alex looks like she's making tea.

"Hello beautiful, again." I say wrapping my hands around her waist, Maggie grins at the fact that Alex is blushing.

"#BRALEX." Faith yells from across the room.

"Fuck Jonnor this shit is real." Maggie claps as Alex giggles at them.

"What about Jaggie?" Alex asks Maggie as she blushes and covers her face.

"Awhh, Mags has a little crush?" I coo.

"Little crush? Huh, more like BIG crush." Faith winks.

"We'll all make it trending on Twitter." I smile.

"If you do I will literally pull your curls off of your head, mate." Maggie warns as I step away.

"I'll stop talking." I said putting my chin on Alex's shoulder.

Faith does a big sigh and looks back at the tv, she doesn't seem herself but I don't want to get into anyone's business.

I watch Alex pour sugar and honey into her tea, she doesn't do it the normal way.

"Do you want some, baby?" She asks me.

"No, I really have to start getting ready to go but I'll be back for the party." I tell her as I rush upstairs to get ready.

Faith's POV,

I'm alone at the flat, just me, myself and I. I'm currently watching YouTube videos. Their the funny ones like Shane Dawson. Something feels weird and not the good kind.

Connor has been a bit distant around me lately and I really don't understand why, is it because I'm boring him? I mean we've been together for like 4 months and we still haven't had sex together. I think that's what's bothering him.

I love him so much but I feel like we might be falling out of love.

I don't want to assume things but I can't help it. He hasn't spoken to me since yesterday, hasn't texted me. What am I supposed to do? I know soon enough Maggie and James will be together because look at them, they already act like a couple! Alex and Brad are already together, we are all trying to find Tris a girl. I braid and in-braid my hair of how bored I am I look through Twitter to see if I could find something interesting.

@TheVampsCon: Loving two people at once isn't good I hate myself for it.

I keep reading them.

@TheVampsCon: When you feel like you have to choose... I really do.

@TheVampsCon: I don't want to hurt anyone but I think she might already know.

These tweets literally through me off the edge, what are these supposed me mean? No stop, Connor would never do such a thing.

What kills me is that I can't tell anyone, or they'll end up kicking the hell out of someone.

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I don't feel like I have enough motivation to write anymore, exams are literally killing me.