Song: Love You Goodbye by: One Direction.
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Alex's POV,
No one is home right now besides me, Tris, and Brad. Jaggie is on a date, again. And Fonnor went to London for a bit because Faith really wanted to go shopping, they obviously asked us if we wanted to go but they needed time together and I didn't want to be in the middle of that.
Emily comes back in two days to collect Vanessa and Hunter, they haven't been that bad. I mean yeah they're a pain in the ass but they're only a month old.
Brad is still asleep, I got up because I heard Vanessa whimpering so I got up and cradled her back to sleep so I'm currently sitting at my lounge and drinking tea while I scroll through tweets. Soon I see Tristan walk down with a smile on his face.
"Morning, beautiful." He smiled coming my way.
"Why morning." I smile. He comes over and gives me a friendly hug which I don't know why because I see him everyday but I guess it was nice. When he pulled away he gave my cheek a quick kiss. Although I felt uncomfortable I let it go as a friendly gesture.
"Did you eat?" Tris asked me as I shook my head no, fans have been suggesting for me to go on a strict diet so I can become a bit more 'famous' as they said.
"Alex you can't just not eat." He told me. "I'm making you toast, is that okay?" He asked.
"Tristan please." I tell him.
"Babe, you have to eat. It's not healthy." He tells me.
"But fans-" I tell him till I get cut off.
"But fans nothing. Alex, you have to realize you became a model for a reason. It's not to become even more skinnier than you already are." He tells me. I'm becoming more frustrated with this.
Soon Brad comes down shirtless which I couldn't help but stare a bit, luckily he didn't catch me.
"Morning baby." He tells me coming over for a kiss. I just pecked him and continued to scroll through the tweets.
"What do you want for breakfast babe?" He asks me.
"I don't want anything." I sternly tell him.
"Alex.." He warns.
"What Bradley! You're not some machine that can control what I do at every moment!" I yell not meaning to, it just came out of my mouth.
"Well sorry for trying to help you not get sick!" He spat back.
"Why do you care? I always thought you wanted a thin girlfriend? You told me that the first day we fucking met!" I snapped back. I shut my laptop harshly not caring and putting it on the sofa behind me.
"I CARE BECAUSE YOURE MY GIRLFRIEND!" He yelled, as Tristan held his shoulder to not get any closer to me than he already is. I got up and walked passed them to put my mug in the foist.
"You're being pathetic, Brad." Tristan said following me into the kitchen. Brad furiously walked with us.
"It's not my fault she's being a bitch!" He yelled, he called me a bitch?
"AM I MORE THAN A FUCKING BITCH TO YOU?" I yell. "You might as well tell me what else you think about me." I crack going up to my room.
I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down from my eyes. I slammed my door shut and got a random bag of mines. I stuffed clothes in it with random things I need daily. I decided to leave for a bit, I can't keep dealing with all this bullshit. I ignored the harsh knocks.
I slipped on some black sweats and quickly put on a thin sweater. I slipped on my black vans and undid my hair leaving it it's straight mess. I took my sunglasses just in case and opened my door pushing him away so I could get through. I soon see Maggie and James come in with a worried look on their face.
"Hey, hey, hey." Maggie stopped me, I didn't know that Tristan was behind me dressed but he was.
"Please take care of Van and Hunter for a bit, I'll explain everything later." I tell Maggie, giving her a fake smile.
"But please tell me where you're going." She begged with tears threatening to fall. Brad finally gets hold of my wrist.
"Don't fucking touch her." Tristan said pulling his hand away from mine.
"Away." I replied to Maggie's question. I speed-walked out the door with Tristan following. I didn't know where I was going or where I was staying but I know somewhere that's not here.
The good thing I knew about Tris is that he knew exactly what to say, even at hardest times.
I got into my car but Tris stops me.
"Let me drive." He tells me taking the keys from my hands as I moved to the passenger seat.
"Where should we go?" He asks me.
"Anywhere." I tell him with tears still streaming down my cheeks.
The car drive was silent, I didn't know where we were going but it did look familiar. Tris soon pulled up at his house, which was decently far from our flat.
We got out and I still had my bag falling off my shoulder. It was warm enough to not need sweats so my legs were sweating. Luckily when Tris opened his door there was a nice cold breeze coming instantly making me feel better.
I got in and plopped on his sofa, I didn't want to do anything right now. All I wanted to do is cry. Soon I felt his long arms wrap around me, I soaked his tee-shirt with my tears.
"All those 'I love yous' were a lie, all those 'I'll never hurt yous' was a lie?" I tell him as he nods.
"What if I'm more than a bitch to him? I could be a whore, a slut!" I explain, another thing I know is that Tris is a very good listener.
"But what I know is that I'll never hurt you, because you mean so much to me." Tristan tells me as I pull away from him and play around with my fingers not knowing what to say. I feel him lift up my chin with his finger as I stare into his blue eyes.
I soon feel him lean into me, I don't know what to do or what to think. Our lips were centimeters away before I heard someone knocking on the door hardly. Almost like they want to break in. Tristan groans and gets up to open the door. He sees Brad with blood shot eyes and his cheeks are puffier than ever.
"Let me in Tristan." Brad shouts.
"I think it's best if you leave, she wants nothing to do with you right now."
He spots me as I quickly felt a tear stream down my eye and fall on my hand.
"Leave!" Tristan shouts again. As soon as I know it Brad is on top of Tristan punching him in the jaw. Tristan nose is bleeding and has a black eye.
"STOP!" I yell, I try to get Brad off of Tristan but as soon as I know it, everything has gone black.
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OHHH SHIT! How much do you hate me for this? I'm so sorry😭 I love you guys though even if y'all hate me😎
Bye xx
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