Traitor

12.

"Please, let me talk to you." Zayn begged. "Okay so you barge into my house, then kiss me and you want to talk?" I asked. "Please?" Zayn asked sounding unceartian of himself. "How'd you even find my house?" I asked as I leaned against the counter. "Niall drove me." he said. "Traitor." I mumbled. "Fine you can talk, but I can't promise you I'll listen." I said. "When you told me you were leaving because of me, it broke my heart. I don't know why, I felt like that I would never see you again, so I had to do something. I heard the conversation you had with your sister. I don't know why I didn't believe you that she was cheating, I think I was just in denial. I don't love you like I love your sister, but if she can cheat on me with no guilt I should be able to do the same right? I like you Linds, more than I should, but I do are you willing to give me a chance?" He asked. I would finally be able to have Zayn, but then I would hurt my sister. She's the only one I have left, my mum wants nothing to do with me and my dad likes April more than me. "I don't know if I can do that to April." I said quietly. I can't believe I'm actually saying this. She's treated me like crap for the past few years and I'm still thinking about her feelings, why should I care? "Please, you mean a lot to me Lindsey." He said pulling out the puppy dog eyes. Oh fuck me. "Alright. I sighed. He smiled before pecking my lips. "I like doing that." He mumbled as he pressed himself against me. "Doing what?" I gulped. "Kissing you." He muttered before kissing me hard. A cough behind us broke us up and I saw Liam looking at us. "I'm Liam. You must be Zayn." Liam said smiling cheekily at me.

I groaned as I rested my head on Zayn's chest. "He's my flat mate. He needed a place to stay and I offered." I said. "This place is cute." Zayn said as he took my hand in his. "Are you spending the night because if you are you might want to tell Niall." I said letting him lead me towards the living room. "I planned to even if you didn't give me a chance, so he's gone." Zayn said.Are you serious? You would have to had walked home because you would not be staying here." I mumbed as I cuddled into his chest. "You wouldn't do that to me." Zayn said with a pout. "Yeah you're lucky I like you too much." I muttered as I watched the movie on the tv. "Does it feel weird?" I asked after awhile. "What?" Zayn mumbled obviously half asleep. "You know cheating on April." I said. "Well I thought she loved me just as much as I love her, its obvious she doesn't feel the same." he said quietly. "Well then why don't you just break up with her?" I asked. "Because I love her and I want to give her a chance. If she confesses to it then I won't leave her." he snapped. "Sorry." I mumbled. "I'm gonna go to bed." I said after a few moments of silence.

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I wanted to apologize for snapping at her, but I being the stubborn person I am just let her leave. I buried my head in my hands. Why did relationships have to be so complicated? They aren't complicated you're just stupid. Oh shut up. Great now I'm talking to myself. "Uh, Hey." Liam said awkwardly. "Where did Lindsey go?" He asked. "To bed." I said looking up at him. "Look I'm just going to cut to the chase. Lindsey really likes you and I don't want you messing with her. This whole sneaking around behind your girlfriends back with her, it's going to mess her up because even I can see you're really unsure about whatever you're doing with her. Lindsey is already like my sister, so I want hesitate to kick your ass if you hurt her." He said. "You're not very threatening." I said. "Yeah I know, but seriously I don't want you messing with her." He said. "It's weird. I like her a lot. Every time we kiss its indescribable. I promise I won't hurt her intentionally." I said. He cracked a smile "Well instead of sitting there like a sorry sap on the couch how about you go and apologize to her." He said. I sighed and got up making my way to the master bedroom. I opened the door quietly just in case she was actually asleep. "Linds." I said softly to the lump underneath the sheets. She poked her head from underneath of them. "You want to lay down?" She asked. I nodded before sliding in next to her. "I'm sorry for snapping at you earlier." I whispered. "It's okay." She said, snuggling closer to me. "No, it's not. I had no reason to yell at you." I said as I wrapped my arms around her. "Goodnight Zayn." She said. She kissed my cheek softly before resting her head on my chest. "I'm going to take you out tomorrow." I told her quietly not sure if she was asleep or not. I closed my eyes and let the sound of her soft snores send me to sleep.

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Wow, wow, wow. This chapter is short and is poo, but the next chapter should be their first date as a 'couple' oh lala