Kellin Quinn Imagines V2.0

He Cant Get Over You

~ Kellins POV ~

"C'mon dude, it'll be fun!" Justin tries to persuade me over the phone.
"I dont know man...I have no idea how I'll react to seeing her again, you know Im not over her!" I argue.
Justin sighs "Look, the guys and I are all gonna be with you, it'll be fine! We'll just have some fun, like we used to! We're only having a camp fire for fucks sake, Im not asking you to serenade her! You'll probably only end up greeting her, nothing else will probably happen man!"
"And you're sure she agreed to this?" I ask, unable to believe (Y/N) would be up for this. She's not one for confrontation.
"Absolutely! She has no problem with it!" Justin replies joyfully. Great. So that means she's completely over me. Awesome.
I sigh "Alright, fine, I'll come, but I cant promise I'll be happy about it."
Justin cheers "WOO!!! YES!!! The entire gang's gonna be get together! Its a shame the same thing cant be said about mcr...."
"Dude, what the fuck, dont hit me with those feels!" I gasp in shock at his offensive outburst.
Justin laughs "Before you met (Y/N) you never had that reaction, when you were with her you defended her because she always reacted that way, holy shit, you really arent over her are you!?!"
I take a deep breath "I did try to tell you that many times already."
"Sorry man." Justin changes the subject "Anyway, see ya in 20!"
"Sure, bye!" I put on a fake happy tone before hanging up and getting myself ready. Truth is, Im no more over her than I was the day after we parted ways. It was completely my fault. All she wanted was for me to let her in, to let her help me, but I refused to do so, because I was scared. Im a very private person, I dont often trust people enough to let them in on all my inner most secrets and insecurities, and (Y/N) couldnt handle the fact that I wouldnt let her in either. Its completely my fault that she left. She never officially said the words "Im breaking up with you" she just said "I cant do this anymore Kellin! Relationships are all about trust! If you cant trust me, how do you think that makes me feel!?! I cant anymore, Im sorry Kellin" then she packed up her stuff, and she left. The worst part is, I let her go. I let her slip from my grasp, because I knew what she was saying was true. I should've let her in. I know now that she wouldnt have left me if I had. I also know that if she ever wants me back, I'll let her in on anything and everything she wants me to. I cant live without her. I dont know how I've survived this long. Goddammit, I miss her.

I pull up in the parking area of the forest about 10 minutes away from my house. I arrive on time, which I never did when I was with (Y/N), we'd end up having a "No, I love YOU more!" fight before we left, or we just couldnt stop kissing eachother, we were cute like that. I miss having an amazing reason to be slightly late. I miss the way she used to smile at me. I sigh as I step out of my car and shut the door, shoving my keys in my pocket before strolling over to the guys.
They all cheer "Hey Kellin!"
And I smile weakly back at them "Hey guys."
Jack pouts at me and as about to say something, when another car pulls up beside mine. The guys all smile as (Y/N) jumps out of her car and waves at them. She skips over, a bright smile on her face, straight past me to hug Justin. I try to stop myself from staring at her as she passes, but I cant. She isnt any different, other than being a lot happier than she was the last time I saw her. She goes round greeting all the guys, before she turns to me. She gives me a warm, sweet smile, which surprises me and makes my heart flutter.
"Hey Kellin, long time no see." She says quietly. I can tell by the way she's looking down slightly that she's nervous, probably nervous because she doesnt know how I'll react.
I give her my best fake smile "Hey (Y/N), yeah, I agree."
The way she raises her eyebrow at me tells me she knew I was lying about my smile. We both know eachother as well as we know ourselves, tonight is going to be literal hell.
"Well, lets get this shit going then! Follow me dickwads and vagina sack!" Justin shouts before leading us into the forest, I cant help but laugh.
"Hey, hey, hey, just because Im a girl does not give you the right to call me a vagina sack!" (Y/N) states pointedly.
Justin laughs "Actually, Gabe is the vagina sack, the rest of you are the dick wads!"
"Good, because I wont tolerate sexism! Sorry Gabe ol' buddy ol' friend ol' pal, but you had that shit coming!" (Y/N) smiles at him, her happy and sassy smile.
Gabe shrugs "I guess Im fucking used to it by now!" We all laugh and follow Justin into the forest, towards the camp fire.