Hey, Princess → Bellamy Blake (Under editing)

[9] contents under pressure

Fear. Fear was everything I could feel right now. Fear for us and fear for Finn. 

I was sitting there, on a corner looking how everybody was trying to keep up with the storm. I hate it already. Outside the wind was terrible and the rain was cold outside and I couldn't get myself warm.

I tried pray but I couldn't remember nothing. My mind was blank just like when Xiomora died years ago. Raven was trying to contact the Ark but without any results and everything that was inside my head was that this was Bellamy's fault. If he wouldn't throw that damn radio in the river we could have rescued the people from the Ark and we would have talked with them now already. When Clarke removed a bandage from Finn's wound and I saw the knife that was inside him all I could was crying. He was bad... very bad and I knew that will hurt like hell if we gonna lost him too. And then I heard a voice and for the first time after Bellamy saved me I could smile back again.

"Raven, are you there?" asked a voice.

"Mom?" asked Clarke.

"Abby, we are here." I said not sure if she heard me too.

"Clarke? Kitty?"

Clarke said her that we need her help to save Finn and said that we're not alone in here too, explaining her about the Grounders. But I could feel the pain of Jaha when Clarke told him Wells is dead. I brought Clarke some Monty's moonshine - that he explained to me that it's made with alcohol just like the bottle of whiskey I gave to Bellamy after Charlotte died.

"Pretty sure no germ can survive it." I said to her. Clarke ordered to a girl, Monroe, to close the doors of the dropship.

"Clarke, Monty and Jasper still aren't back yet." I told her after Monroe closed the doors of the dropship.

"Neither is Bellamy." added Octavia to my statement.

"It's all right. They'll find somewhere to hide from the storm." Raven gave a suture needle to Clarke and she asked for something to close the wound.

"There's some wire on the second level. They use it for tents." and I hurried to get to the second level.

"Kitty, stay away from the blue wires that run through the ceiling. I rigged it to the solar cells in the roof. That means they're hot. You got that?"

"Yeah, I got that, Raven. I'm not a baby. They can fry me," Just then Bellamy entered and they carried someone. "What the hell are you doing?" I screamed at him when I saw that was the same grounder that kept me and Octavia.

"It's time to get some answers, Princess."

"Oh, you mean revenge?" I asked angry.

"I mean intel, Princess."

"Bellamy, Kitty's right." tried to explain Clarke to Bellamy just when Abby said on the speaker that they are ready. I could see the look on Bellamy's eyes. He definitely wasn't happy about this.

"Giant, look. This is not who we are."

"It is now, Princess."

Unable to watch them trying to save him and not wanting to go upstairs where they locked the Grounder , I got outside in the rain and after that in the first tent I found. I didn't even know who was staying there. But I couldn't relax. I was too scared and furious to calm down. So, I returned to the dropship exactly when something hit the ship and I felt over the floor just next to Clarke. When I tried to rise I felt some pain over my head.

"Kitty, you are bleeding." was everything Clarke could say looking at me and she gave me the moonshine from Monty and a clean piece of fabric.

"Keep it on you forehead." As I stayed there watching Clarke saving Finn I started to feel strange. At first I thought it was an attack, but my usually attacks aren't that way. I tried again to calm down and I repeated to myself that was just because of the coldness. And Finn wasn't fine either. Raven looked at me and then back at Finn.