Broken Inside

Chapter 6

I stood back and looked at him. I couldn't tell what was racing through his mind. But I knew there was something. 

"Ivy, you can come in now." I said.

Ivy walked in. I could tell that she was scared. She wanted to help, but had no idea what to do. 

"Kylie, could I have a moment with Max?" she asked politely.

"Sure," I told her as I walked out the room.

As I walked out the room, I decided to take a walk around the hospital. A short one, obviously, it couldn't be too long. As I headed right I saw other patients. Some old, some young, and some were even toddlers. I thought about tomorrow. It would be my first day going to school. 10th grade. I took a sharp turn to the left this time, still thinking. What would I wear? What about my makeup? Should I do natural makeup, or go all out? Ugh this is stressful. 

"Kylie? You can come back now!" Ivy said. 

I turned around and saw her.

"Sorry I was taking a walk," I told her.

"I know, I saw. Would you like to go home now? Or do you want to stay?" She asked.

"Stay," I replied.

She smiled and walked back into the room. I followed.

As I walked into the room I saw an odd looking figure standing in the doorway. It was a little girl with a teddy bear. She was crying. I shook my head and looked again. She was gone. I had seen her before. In another room? Oh! It was at my fathers house. I had seen her three years ago. I was 12. My dad was screaming at me and I ran to the bathroom and shut and locked the door. Tears streaming down my face. A stinging sensation at my wrists. I had cut. That was my first time cutting. I watch the blood drip off my wrists and onto the floor. I looked away. But when I did I saw a girl. She was sitting in the corner crying with her teddy bear. I moved closer. I was going to try to comfort her. She stopped crying and grimaced while whispering in my ear, "See you later."

"Kylie? Hello?" Max said.

I looked back to the corner. She was gone.

"Yeah? Sorry I...never mind."

"Are you okay?" Ivy said.

"Me? Yeah I'm fine." 

"Okay..." She said with a worried tone.

Ivy and I went to the waiting area and I drifted off to sleep.

NEXT DAY

I woke up in my bed, wondering how I had gotten there. I looked at the clock. 9:37 AM I'm already late. School starts at 7:30. I quietly walked into Max's room. He was there asleep. I was still confused so I just walked into my bathroom and started my little "Morning Routine." 

First, I took a shower and I wash my face in the shower. Then, after I got out, I applied moisturizer. I dried my hair with a towel then blow dried it. After I patted my face dry I started my makeup. I used foundation, concealer, and a loose powder. Then I did my eye shadow. I winged my eyeliner, curled my lashes and applied mascara, and finally, I did my eyebrows. 

Next, was my hair. I brushed my hair, it was slightly above my bellybutton. I decided to do loose, beachy waves with my curling wand. After, I sprayed in a little hairspray, so the waves would stay. 

I went back to my room and grabbed my backpack. Inside was; 3 notebooks, 5 folders, and some pens and pencils. I went to my closet and put on a pair of jeans a shirt, and a flannel. 

"Hey! You're up! You know we're probably not going to school today, right?" Max said.

"What? Crap! I literally did all my makeup." 

"Well, you look good. Maybe, we can go to the movies, or get ice cream or something like that."

"Yeah, that would be fun. Is Ivy awake?"

"Mom? No I don't think so, I think she was kinda shocked and probably be asleep for awhile."

"Oh okay. What time will she be up?"

"I don't know. But wanna eat and watch TV?" 

"Sure,"

So, Max and I went to the living room and watched TV. We watched Spongebob, while eating Honey Nut Cheerios. 

"Well, good morning." Ivy said.

"Good morning," we both replied.

"So, I'm guessing you guys aren't going to school?"

"Yeah," Max replied.

"That's fine. We can all go do something together! So what do you guys have in mind?" 

"Well, maybe we could see a movie or get ice cream. Oh, we can show Kylie around." Max said.

"Yeah! Do you want to do that?" Ivy asked.

"Sure!" I said.

"Alright! I'm going to get ready. Kylie, you already look ready!" Ivy laughed.

"Yeah, I thought I was going to school." I said

"Oh, it's okay. Max, go get ready." Ivy said.

"Okay," Max replied.

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Okay I'm soooooooo sorry for not updating. I kinda forgot about it. Right now I'm updating from Las Vegas. I will try to update more. I hope you guys had an amazing Christmas and a Happy New Year. Please vote and comment! Byeeeeeeeee!