Tough Luck ( Raphael X Reader )

Special Mission

~ Your POV ~

I was on a solo mission now. Leo was supposed to come, but he got sidetracked with some mission from Splinter.

Great.

I had to break into the Kraang labs and steal some plans. It would be easy, as long as my invisibility didn't wear out. Heh, either that or bump into something and give myself away.

I kinda felt stiff. Like...I was going through the motions. Ever since I had been frozen, everything felt...fake. Similar to the feeling when you go to sleep and know you're dreaming. My skin was cold and my hair was always stuck in the same place when I wasn't using my powers to change it. Sometimes I missed my old (e/c) eyes. Now they were bright mutagen blue, and I had no idea how to change them back.

...

Did I even want to change back?

I'd had these powers for so long, I forgot what it was like to be 'normal.' Spending forever in ice gave you a lot of time to think, yet I barley remembered it. Sometimes I forgot my real name.

I'd been zoned out for so long, I forgot about my mission. I really didn't want to go by myself, but I wanted to show the team I could handle it. That I wasn't a 'baby.'

Maybe someday, they wouldn't treat me like I was an ice sculpture that would break at any moment.

Go figure.