Breathe (Twlight Fanfic)

Chapter 15 - Enjoy

It appeared that Mungo enjoyed his meal, I guess it was better than whatever he was eating because he was pretty ecstatic about the food. His check up went well a few scrapes and bruises but nothing major. He was still very under weight but at the same time gained weight since the last time he was at the hospital.

Isabella's still not out of surgery. I don't know what I'll do if she dies seriously I can't imagine a life without her. I hardly know her but I still couldn't picture myself living and not being able to see her beautiful face again. Despite the bruises that covered every inch of her body she was still the most beautiful women I have ever laid my eyes on. No vampire beauty needed. Through my eyes she is the most beautiful thing in existence, nothing will ever compare to her beauty. If she dies I will never be able to tell her my feelings towards her, although I wasn't completely sure what indeed my feelings were to be exact. I knew they were strong enough to make life or existence rather, unimaginable without her.

With that I seen Carlisle enter the waiting room.

"She's alive" he smiled weakly, I gulped waiting for the bad news I already knew, hoping he wouldn't say them out loud making them true "she is on life support. We have no idea what is going to happen to her at this point. The physical damages are not that bad...well life threatening" This confused me. If her injures aren't that bad why is she on life support. He answered my question. "She's been through a lot of emotional trauma. She put herself into a stress induce coma, which means reality became to much for her to handle so, she unintentionally put herself into..." He struggled for the right world "hibernation?" He questioned himself. "Anyway we just half to hope and pray the she realizes that there is more to life that what she's been through, so many more gifts and blessings waiting for her to reach out an accept. All we can do at this point is keep her comfortable and think as positively as we can" I grounded my teeth together. If I was human I would have shattered every tooth in my mouth. I took a look at the small child sleeping in Esme's arms and left the hospital slamming the ER doors hearing a slight crack. Ops. I guess I broke the door.

I walked towards the forest left of the hospital. As soon as I was on the edge of the forest I took off sprinting as far away as I could get. I have no idea where I'm going but I do know that I'm getting the hell away from here.

I always hated hospitals I've never really been in one since I was changed. It reminded to much of my birthmother. Elizabeth. She was a wonderful women. I don't remember her much but whenever an appropriate opportunity comes up Carlisle never fails to plug how wonderful my mother was. I can see in my fathers mind how fond he was of my mother. How sure but unsure at the same time about the fact he thinks she knew what he was. I am proud to be her son. Sorry I got lost in thought but the point was, I've never been in a hospital so much until I met Isabella.

Isabella. My lonely, sad Isabella. I feel her pain. I don't know how but she makes my un beating heart pain for her it feels as if I'm being changed again. It's not the same kind of pain as the transformation that got me to be what I am now, but it's nearly just as painful.

I can't help but blame myself for some of this. If I would have tried harder to get her out of that home sooner she would never have gotten into this mess. But at the same time if I would have just stayed out of her business from the beginning things would have never gotten this bad. One way or another the situation always faults up to one person and someway or another that person always manages to be ME!

I feel like I've been running for hours, I feel like I've been living for over a millennium. My body is on autopilot and my brain is on psycho panic mode. I can't stop thinking but I can't try and make myself stop either because I deserve my torturous thoughts I deserve all the negative things I lived through in the past and the negativity that is yet to come. I could try to fight it, I'm almost certain I could and win if I tried but I can't I just can't bring myself to go through with it.

I didn't realize I stopped running until I felt a hand on my back. I was so out of it I didn't even hear thoughts following me. I turned to see Rosalie. She would have to be the last person I expected to see., Especially considering the circumstances. She wasn't one to beat around the bush at her hatred for Bella. She could see the confusion on my face.

"I understand what she's going through" She took a deep breath "As you know I'm not stranger to this subject" She looked down at her hands. "I  guess don't like her is because the amount of risks are family is doing to help a human"

"Rose! If yo-"

"Edward let me finish" I sighed then nodded. "I know realize that these are risks we have to take in order to keep ourselves from guilt and regret. Plus I was thinking Carlisle puts our family at risk almost everyday. However I trust Carlisle he has a lot of experience and if he says the risk of helping this human" I didn't like the way she what saying human she almost spat the word out of her mouth. "is worth it and fairly low, along as we keep are distance" She eyed me "I trust Carlisle knowing he will protect us with his life. Obviously we would do the same for him" She took a breath and muttered in an embarrassed voice "If you need anyone to talk to or help you understand what she's going through I'm always here for you" I looked at her stunned by her words. "What are sisters for?" she winked.

"I wish I could understand what she's going through I really do but at the same time I don't. I don't want to know the pain in which she suffers. I would hate to be Jasper right now with all the emotions. I can't believe she wants to die" I put my head in my hands

"You know I wanted to die" She wasn't asking she knew I knew "I wanted to die so badly"

"Rose your not really helping"

"There you go again Edward. Always jumping the gun. What I was trying to say was, I had nothing to live for. Sure I had my family but all I want in life was a family. A husband of my own, children" She bit her lip. "I felt like there was nothing left to could live for. Bella has something to live for something worth fighting for" I looked at her confused. "Her child. I'm not sure if it's true that coma patients can hear or not but maybe if you tried to tell her that he was alright maybe it would keep her fighting"

I understood what she was trying to tell me but it didn't lessen the hurt. "Thanks" was all I could manage to say. She nodded and ran off in the direction of the hospital.

Mungo's POV

All I wanted was mummy but no one was listening. Why can everyone speak except me, I try and open my mouth but nothing but mumbles comes out.

don't like these strangers. Where's the one with the funny hair I liked him I met him with mommy. I met the other ones too but mummy was scared of them. why's she so scared. Why's mummy gone. She left me all alone. I don't want to be alone.

NARRATOR :    Mungo felt more alone then ever even more than when he was stuck in his room by himself all day. So alone yes surrounded with people.

A/N Hope your enjoying this book!! Be sure to check out my other Twilight books! Stay tuned for another chapter sorry it was so dull and short its a filler chapter ill be updating very soon so prepare yourself. You should see another chapter in two days TOPS.

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