Breathe (Twlight Fanfic)

Chapter 19!

Previously

 I decided to change the subject with some good news "So I have some good news for you. We found somewhere to place you that will keep you and Mungo together" She smiled then fear struck her eyes. I could only imagine what she was thinking. "Don't worry you don't have to go back into the Knight's care" She flinched at the name. "We've found somewhere much better for you. Much safer" I smiled in hope that she'd be happy with this news. "We found a relative" Her mouth dropped open.

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Bella's POV

I couldn't keep my silence anymore "A-a relative?" Carlisle nodded. "How-w they told me I didn't have any!" I almost started to yell. If I had relatives why didn't they just take me in the first place?! They can't just decide now to throw me a pity party because all of the crap thats happened to me! None of this would have ever happened if they new how to simply speak up. It's almost pointless for them to take me in now. It's a little too late for them to feel guilty, everything has already been done and there isn't anything to change it.

"We did some research, It's wasn't easy but we eventually found someone"

"What if I don't want to go with them?" This caught him off guard. Seriously though for all I know this could be a mass murderer just posing as a relative, that actually would make a lot more sense than I being related to this stranger.

"Why would you do that?" 

"Why would I go? I know nothing about them. For all we know it could be some random person looking for someone of no value to murder" I snapped at Dr. Cullen. What is it with me and always disrespecting him?

"Bella, you have Value"

I rolled my eyes "Besides that what do you think made them change there mind? Why would they take me now? Why wouldn't have they just stepped up in the first place? The answer to all of these questions is pity, and I hate pity" I hardly know what pity is. No one has really pitted me before, but so far I've been hating every second of it.

"I'm sorry about what happened to you, I truly am but you can't think like that. I don't know if you're religious, but maybe she didn't take you in the first because this was all part of gods "big plan" for you."

-A/N I know not everyones religious, but if you read the twilight books you would know that Carlisle is, you would also know that his father was a priest. I don't mean to offend anyone Xx.

"And I really think you should talk to her and ask her those questions"

"So it's a her" I stated 

I guess I should at least meet her, because If I don't I know I'll regret not asking her the simplest question of all, "Why?". Carlisle just kind of looked at me waiting for me to make up my mind. I just nodded afraid that my voice would crack, this was a big moment for me. 

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My heart is racing, I don't think it's ever pounded so hard. I have not idea how I'm not in cardiac arrest. I've never experience this level nor type of nerves before. Carlisle just left to go fetch my "relative".  My relative. My relative. Those words were racing through my mind. I was told I had no relatives. No uncles, or aunts, unless of course my father lied. My mothers family were just as shitty as the Knights, so If this mystery women happens to be a blood relative of my mother I'm screwed.

I have no Idea how I'm supposed to be feeling right now. Normal people would probably be happy, but sadly/gratefully I'm no where close to being "normal". What is the definition of normal? Considering how large the world is and how many different cultures, religions, towns, cities, my point is how does someone go about choosing what normal should be? Did one just look at there reflection and say I am normal? How did Books, and Magazines, come up with how normal should be portrayed. Who Is normal? Is it a good or bad thing? Did I really even want to be normal?

I tend to do that, go off on tangents in my head. Sometimes I feel as if no one cares to listen to me, so I listen to myself and try to decode everything I am thinking or about to say, other wises I wouldn't be here talking to myself I'd be confiding in a friend.

There was a light almost fragile knock at the door to my hospital room. I took a deep breath and before I invited them in. "Come in" 

When I seen the lady come in my jaw dropped and so did hers. Wow I can't believe it's her. She's the mysterious relative. 

"My gosh dear" was all that stubbled from her lips.

Wow I can't believe all of this is happening, It's uncanny. Everything seems so familiar yet still so foreign. I can hardly believe my eyes, I never expected it to be her, of all people how can it be her!

"Hello again Isabella"

"Hello Grace"

A/N I know this chapter is REALLY short but I liked how this one ended. I'll be updating VERY soon now that I have everything in my life sorted for now I should be good to get back in the swing of things. Hope you enjoyed.

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