Breathe (Twlight Fanfic)

Chapter 18 -

Previously 

"Edward listen to yourself. Your being so selfish! You have to have faith, especially now of all times. I'll list off 5 things that are positive" Emmett's so freaking idiotic sometimes. "1 she's alive. 2 she's getting better everyday 3 she's no longer in that awful home 4 the dick face who put her in here is in custody and 5 your little buddy Mungo survived without a scratch" I just let out a gust of air. "Those were the first things that came to mind and I'm sure there are a lot more that you can think of if you try hard enough. But please mate just make the glass half full for at least a couple hours. Maybe that will help you get a better grasp on things"

"I'm sorry for snapping at you. I just feel like this is all my fault"

"See that's one of your worst qualities. You are always blaming yourself no matter how unpreventable the situation was. Just try and get a clear head. You need to get a better out look on things, not only for your sake but for Bella's. When she comes out of this she is going to need support and you need to fix yourself if your ever going to be any help for her. You can't put out a fire with two empty buckets" I knew Emmett was right. But I couldn't believe how helpful he was being, he's normally all jokes. I guess Rosalie might have put him up to this.

"Thanks Emmett. I really mean it. What you just said was so... so... enlightening"

"Anytime bronski" Uh I hated when he called me that. So vulgar. 

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Bella's POV

Everything was still so dark but yet getting lighter and lighter every second. I felt like I could see a light despite the fact that everything was black. Maybe it wasn't a light I was seeing, maybe it was hope.

I've decided I'm going to fight through this. I so badly want to fight through this, but I can't find my eyes. I never thought It would be so hard just to open my eyes. I mean I used to do it everyday;, go to sleep, wake up, blink, flinch. There are so many times that you use you eye muscle a day without a single struggle, why can't now be one of those times?

I wonder if someone was looking at my body right now if they could see my eyes moving behind my lids. Maybe I was blind, maybe thats why I couldn't see. Maybe my eyes were open but no one thought I was here. 

I searched for my voice, trying to make a noise any type of noise. 

Edward's POV

Emmett's little speech really inspired me. Next time we relocate he should totally try and be some sort of a motivational speaker or even a PR.

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I was sitting in the hospital room staring at Bella, It would be creepy if she was a wake. I've been here for an hour not moving or blinking, I didn't even move when the nurse came in to check her vitals.

Bella's eyes started to move behind her eyelids. I stood up and ran to her side at vampire speed. Next thing I know the sides of her lips started to twitch. I heard the smallest squeal escape them. Her eyes started to flutter, and her heart started to race at an imperial speed and not in a healthy way. I tried to check out her body to find a cause of her increased heart rate. I found the cause when I looked back at her face and seen her big brown eyes looking up at me in a  state of panic. I instantly took a few steps back and called for Carlisle. Of course it only took seconds for him to appear at the door -It was late so there was no one to see him and he was to fast for the cameras to pick up on-

"Bella, Welcome back" He greeted. She said nothing just looked around the room like a lost puppy. "You've been out for quite awhile" She still didn't say anything.