The Killer's Little Girl

Chapter 13

♡JESSICA

I saw him with red eyes and were puffy. He had bruises on his face with a few scratches. His white shirt had blood marks on it. He looked at me with his eyes full of sadness. I haven't seen him since the day we fought. He said he never wanted to see me again.

I closed the door and stepped in front of him. I gulped. He looked horrible to be honest like if he just got into a fight.

"How did you find me?" I ask coldly.

"Kaylee told me where you lived." He said with a raspy voice which I tried not to groan at.

"Why are you here?" I ask again.

"I want to fix us. On what happened before you left. Because I screwed up." He said looking at me. I sigh and run my finger through my hair.

"Okay, let's go inside then." I tell him as we head inside.

"Mom I'm finished with my dinner. I'm going to talk to our visitor." I yell.

"Okay honey, if you need anything give us a holler." She yells back. I walk upstairs as he follows behind me. I take him to my room and tell him to sit on my bed. I grab the first aid kit from under my sink and walk over to the bed.

"So tell me Mr. Heart why are you all beaten up?" I ask taking out some bandages.

"I got in a fight with Noah before I got here." He says and I sigh.

"Take your shirt off." I demand as he takes it off. I gasp to see his chest bleeding from what looks like knife marks.

"You sure that was the only fight you got into?" I ask him and start cleaning the blood off.

"I also got jumped by some guys." He says. I apply some medicine on his cut and he hisses.

"Talk to me as I clean you up." I tell him. He sighs.

"Jessica I'm a mess without you in my life. I haven't been able to sleep since you left. I felt so stupid the day I yelled at you. I'm in love with you and I can't stop thinking about you every second. It hurts me that I made you leave. I lost you again-" he stops and takes a deep breath then starts again " I can't live my life knowing that your gone. It's like dying without your true love. Jessica I'm sorry for the way I acted. I miss you and I want you back. So please give me another chance. We can work things out this time." When he finished my heart softened at his words.

I wrap the bandages around his chest and torso. I finished and start putting the stuff away. I was stopped by a hand I look up to see his hand on mine. We looked at each other for a while then I looked down. I put the stuff away and put it back in the restroom. I sit on my dresser looking down at my feet. It was silent and awkward. I don't know what to do.

I snapped out thoughts when I realized that Ruben's arms were wrapped around me. I hugged him back. All the memories started coming back. Butterflies in my stomach and mixed emotions. Tears swallowed up in my eyes. I pull away slowly and lock my eyes with him. My hands on his chest, his body in between my legs, his arms around me, our foreheads against each other.

I didn't realize that I had tears down my cheeks. Ruben cleaning them off with his thumb. He leaned in and I felt his lips on mine. I felt the spark and shocks run through my body. I kissed his lips. My arms started to snake around his neck. He filled in the gap between us. Our chests touching.

I pulled away dropping my hands. I move over to the side and get off the dresser. Ruben catches my hand and pulls me quick. I gasp and Ruben is holding me so tight and was kissing me. At first I was in shock. But then my eyelids dropped and closed. I was kissing Ruben back. He pulled away and rested his forehead on mine. He got close to my ear.

"Be mine again?" He whispered. I didn't know my answer.

"I-I don't know." I tell him.

"I get it if you don't want to be with me." He said pulling away from me.

"I didn't say that." I state standing in front of him.

"Well it sounded like it." He said raising his voice.

"Don't start raising your voice at me. I don't know. I need time to think." I say.

"You want time fine! I'll give you 4 days to think about it." He says.

"You can't give me that bullshit. You know I need to think because the last time you and I talked we fought. And you said you never wanted to see me again." I stop and sigh then continue "I'm still healing from the last time. And if you want to fix things your doing a very good job." I say as my voice get raspy and my eyes all watery.

"I'm so stupid. I'm sorry it's just I want an answer now. Because I want to be with you." He said looking me in the eye. I saw the hurt in his eyes. His lips still looked soft. His bright green eyes.

He continued to say things but I didn't pay attention. I was admiring his face and body. It was like time slowed down and him talking in slow motion. I didn't think. I went up to him and attached his lips to mine. He was shocked but then kissed me back. I pulled away and realized what I did.

"I'm sorry." I whisper as we stand together him holding me.

"Why did you stop?" He asked.

"I didn't think you wanted too. I just..I guess I wanted too." I admit. He chuckled.

"What's stopping you?" He said and I smiled. I kissed his lips sweetly. Teasing him. He groaned and attacked me with kisses. I giggled and ran around the room. He chased after me I tripped on something and fell on the bed. Just before I got up he hovered over me. Great.

I thought he was going to tickle me or something but I was wrong instead he kissed me more. I pushed him off of me as he fell on the floor on his butt with thud sound. I laughed. I sat on his lap. He smirked. How I wanted to smack the smirk off his face.

But then an idea came to mine and I smirked evilly. I started to kiss his jawline down to chest then back up again. He groaned and then placed his hands on my hips. Uh-oh plan going wrong.

He started to kiss my jawline.

Then someone knocked on the door. I tried to get up and answer it but Ruben didn't let me go.

"Who is it?" I say.

"Jess it's Jonathan, I just wanted you to know I'm going home." He said through the door. Ruben went down to my neck.

"Oh okay, I'll see you tomorrow at school then." I yell trying to hold back the moan.

"See ya." He said and I heard him walk away. I let out a breath and smack Ruben as he laughs. I got up and turned on the tv. Ruben sat next to me.

An hour or two Amy came and knocked on the door. She was afraid to sleep in her room. I brought her to my bed.

"Who's that?" She asks me.

"That's Ruben." I say as she gasps.

"It's okay, we're-

"Back together." Ruben finishes my sentence.

"Oh okay." She said and climbed on my bed.

After arguing for over 15 minutes about who or how we're all gonna sleep together. So I'll be sleeping in the middle of the bed as Amy sleeps on my right and Ruben on the left. Ruben shuts off the tv and cuddles closer to me.

Amy already fell asleep curled up next me.

RUBEN◇

As I lay here next to Jessica I felt so tried. I wrap my arms around her waist. I look over her as her and Amy asleep. I did something that I haven't done in a while.

I smiled.