I'd found the light, even if it was through grief. I had to clean myself up. I finally realized it one day. I had decided to go to a rehabilitation center and better myself. I'd spent 6 long lonely months there. Every day was worth it, though.
I'd gotten out almost a month ago, then went on summer vacation until 3 days ago; and now here I am reminiscing about the past. I keep rethinking about what had happened. It keeps replaying, over and over, in my mind..
My wrist begins to itch as I think about what I could do now that I am free... Cut.
I haven't done it in so long. And now my arms ache for the sweet longing of the blade to my skin. I scratch my wrist trying to get the nagging to stop..
I swim deeper in the lake hope the itching will disappear. It doesn't, my body is screaming for pain. I promised myself I'd stop in rehab. I'd stop for him.
I'm ugly enough anyways, don't want to make it worse with more scars..
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Word Count: 183
So Carlys having a hard time coping with life, like myself...
How do you guys cope when life gets hard?
AND I know my story is under the category 'Romance' and it doesn't seem like it right now, but just hold on..
Around chapter 13 she meets a boy.. Hehe😍
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The New Beginning
Teen FictionThis girl Caroline George- Carly for short- is ashamed of herself. But this is just the beginning.. Until something unexpectedly happens. Then, her mom forces her to move states away, even if it is by kidnapping. They're leaving all things behind...
