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Seokjin - My Lady

Seokjin

I drove my way towards the park where Rahye and I had decided to meet. Being nervous was one thing, being excited was another. It has been 3 weeks since seeing her and it was like a torture to stay away from her for so long. After all, we have been dating for 3 years and a few months so it was a really difficult task.

But that was my job, my job as an idol. Rahye understands me and my job. She's really understanding and I guess that's why we have been dating for so long.

Today, we have planned to meet up and just catch up with our lives. I miss her, a lot. I got out of the car and walked to the place where we had first met each other. Yes, we had met each other in this park. This park means so much to me, or I should say us.

"Seokjin!" I turned around to see the woman I love so much, running towards my direction with a wide smile plastered on her face.

I returned the smile that reaches my eyes and opened my arms wide, waiting for her to run into my embrace like how she would usually do. Rahye was chuckling while running, this adorable little pie.

"I miss you so much!!" She screamed before running into my embrace, hugging me tightly. I laughed at how dramatic it seemed and snuggled into her neck. I sniffed in her familiar floral scent and smiled contently.

"You don't know how much I have missed you during the tour." I whispered, still snuggling. Oh how much I miss this that I don't know how to stop.

Her body vibrated slightly from her laughter and her cold hands lifted my head from her neck. "You have grown uglier, Mr Kim." she said sarcastically while giggling.

I took her hands with mine and placed them in the pockets of my coat. "Yeah right, and you still loveeeeee me~" I sang while knocking her forehead with mine, causing her to laugh.

We both stayed silent, just looking at each other while grinning.

Only then, I realised how skinny she has became, in just 3 weeks. Her hair had grown slightly longer and her eye bags were quite obvious even though she had covered them with make-up.

I frowned, did something happen while I was gone?

"Hey.." I started, tucking a strand of hair behind her ears. "Is everything okay?" I asked, looking into her eyes. She avoided my eyes and played with my fingers.

Rahye stayed silent and I knew that she needed time. She sighed. "My grandma passed away the week after you left, Seokjin.." Her voice ever so soft and vulnerable.

Her grandma passed away? And I wasn't there for her?

"Why didn't you tell me? Why Rahye?" I questioned, slightly disappointed at her. I caressed her cheek and she relaxed a little as she leaned against my palm.

Did she not trust me? Or did she think that I wouldn't help anyway?

"I wanted to. But you were working, I couldn't bother you with such news." She explained, looking into my eyes with hers, tears welling up in them.

I shouldn't have thought of her like that. Rahye trusts me, she just didn't want to bother me with her problem. Sometimes, she's just too understanding to the point that she wouldn't even care for herself.

Inhaling and exhaling a deep breath, I placed her head on my chest as I wrapped another arm around her waist. "I'm sorry Rahye."

She didn't replied but I felt her shaking her head as she hugged me back. "I.. I miss her so much, Seokjin. I couldn't see her for the last time when she asked for me. I miss her.." Rahye said, snuggling into my chest.

I caressed her hair as I hugged her tighter this time with the other arm. I wasn't there for her when she needed me the most and I felt as if I have failed my job as a boyfriend. My heart broke when I heard her sniffling, louder and louder.

"Shh.. I'm here, I'm here now. She's in a better place, she will be watching over you and always be in your heart. Don't cry, sweetheart." I whispered in her ears. "She love you Rahye, and you must move on."

My heart hurts so much seeing her broke down in my arms. I should have been there for her but I knew it wasn't the time to reproach myself now. I need to be strong for Rahye.

When we pulled away, her eyes were puffy and red. I used my thumbs to wipe away the tears which had streamed down her cheeks. "I'm sorry Rahye, so so sorry for not being there." I looked into her eyes as I sighed.

"I'm here now and I will not leave. I love you so much Lee Rahye, more than you know." The words from the bottom of my heart made her smiled slightly and I was more than determined to make her smile so beautifully again.

I leaned in to place a kiss on her forehead as I promised to love and do so much more for her, just this beautiful woman who's standing right in front of me.

-THE END-