Jungkook - Beautiful Pain

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Jungkook

"I'm sorry," she said, standing beside her packed luggage. I stayed silent, sitting on the couch where both of us would usually cuddle - not anymore.

"Let's break up.." she continued, voice ever so fragile. I shut my eyes and swallowed my saliva just like how I had swallowed my tears. I stood up and walked towards her. Her almond brown pair of eyes, tells me how she was feeling guilty, pitying me.

I don't need pity.

Tears gathered in her eyes and fell like raindrops streaming down a window. I reached out to wipe her tears with my thumbs, my last time doing this for her. 

"It's okay," I lied, my last lie. "I'm not angry," I whispered. "Just go." I smiled at her as hot tears could be felt streaming down my skin. That mask I'm wearing for her, was about to fade away.

I looked at her swollen eyes for that one last time before turning my back, walking into the bedroom we had once shared. I was fighting against myself, I need  to turn away. I have to turn away. If I don't, I would lose that sanity left in myself and listen to that small voice in my head - asking me to hold her back.

She would be happy so, let her go, I chanted in my head for the umpteenth time. 

Then, I heard the door slammed.

She's gone.

She's really gone.

I collapsed to the ground. Is this true? Is it true that she will never be returning to my side? Yes, a small voice answered in my head. 

Drip. Drip. Drip. Hot tears stained my shorts, it wouldn't stop falling, just like a broken tap. 

Why am I doing this to myself? Because you love her, that small voice in my head answered once again. Even if it hurts to death, I will still hide behind that mask, telling her,

"I'm okay."


-THE END-


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