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Vanoss// Useless

Y.n) p.o.v

"Baby we've been trying for so long.... Do you think it's possible that...we can't have kids?" Evan said shakily. At this point tears were streaming down my face. I didn't want to believe it. I've always wanted kids and to be told that you just can't have them? It's the honest to god worst feeling in the world. I just wanted a little baby to make some noise in our quiet life's. "Evan it's not fair!" I sobbed breaking down into his chest. "I know baby." He said a few tears of his landing on my shirt. "I j-just wanted a little b-baby in our l-life and I can't e-even have one! I-I-it's n-not fair!" I screamed into his chest. He wanted nothing more that to just calm me down and take me to the doctors. After 30 minutes of sobbing and another ten of Evan hugging me tightly, we scheduled a doctors appointment later this week.
~time skip~
Today was the day. I got out of bed and got dressed in my favorite pants and shirt. Evan had his doctor to go to, and I had mine. I hated this. I walked out of the door and pulled out of the garage. Evan left 10 minutes prior of me. I drove blasting Troye Sivan's happy little pill. I arrived after 30 minutes of driving. I grabbed my phone and keys and climbed out of the car. I locked it and then headed inside. I hated hospitals. All of the white, the smell of disinfectants the preppy nurses who try to give pity but fail. I walked up to check in. She leaded me down a hall into a room. A kind old nurse took my blood pressure, my temperature, she looked in my eyes and ears and up my nose. She asked about any allergies and medical history. I told her everything. She nodded. She asked about pregnancy. I told her "Me and my husband have bee trying to get pregnant for around 7 or 8 months now and I'm not getting pregnant." I told her trying not to cry. She patted mg back. "It's okay dear we'll get you checked out." She said softly. She exited the room leaving me alone. About 15 minutes later a doctor came in. She told me to change into a gown and lay on my back. I nodded and did as told. She did some stuff lets just say that felt very awkward. She took what she needed and walked off. A nurse came in and told me I could change back to my regular clothes. I did as told again and waited and waited and waited. I got a few texts from Jon. He was wondering where I went.
J: Where is youuu?
Y:Doctors :c
J: Oh noes why? :c
Y:Baby making problems ;-;
Jon knew about the problems that Evan and I had. He knew everything. Jon was like a brother to me. I just wish he was around more. I miss him. After Jon sent a last text of good luck, a Doctor came in and sat down on the chair. She looked at me. "Mrs.Fong I don't see anything wrong with you." She said with a smile. I widened my eyes. "it's not me then." I said tearing up. "Evan must be devastated." I said she looked at me sadly. I checked out and drove home. I didn't bother with the radio. I couldn't be bothered by anything. I just felt numb. I pulled up to the small house and turned the ignition of the car off. I placed my head on the steering wheel gently. I closed my eyes feeling the warm tears leak down my face. I pushed open the door and clambered out of the vehicle, not bothering to lock it. The neighborhood was safe enough. I walked to the front door unlocking it and shuffling inside. I turned around and locked the door. I made way to the kitchen to put a kettle on to boil. I turned to the cabinet to pull out a mug. It was a special mug, it was vidcon 2015. It was a picture of me and all of the boys huddled in a group to try and take a photo. I loved it more than any old plan mug. Tyler and mini bickering, Jon and Evan pushing each other, Brock and David awkwardly putting there arms around one another, Lui and droidd laughing, Marcel, Scotty and Anthony were Laughing and then me sitting on Tyler's shoulders with a thumbs up. I loved that mug. Tyler was my older brother I loved him with everything. He still treats me as a little girl though, but I guess that's what happens. I pulled the kettle off of the burner and put the tea in to brew. I heard the front door click. "HEY BITCHESSSSSS!" I heard someone yell. I peeked my head around the corner to see Jon standing smirk wide on his face. Then theres and Tyler, his gaze fixed upon the same photo from vidcon. I heard footsteps thunder down the steps. I didn't know Evan was home. I just stayed in the kitchen not making noises. "Hey Jon, Hey Tyler." Evan said sadly. "Evy Bear it's okay" Jon said giggling. I heard Tyler scoff and walk into the kitchen with me. I shushed him as I was eavesdropping on Jon and Evans conversation. "Jon I don't know how to tell her that I'm not fertile." Evan said sadly, his voice cracking. I slapped my hand over my mouth. Trying to hold back sobs. Tyler strode over to me and embraced me squeezing me tightly. I burred my face in his neck sobbing silently. "Evan..." Jon sighed, "I'm sure she won't take the news well but when she realises theirs other options, I'm sure she'll be okay." I hear Evan sobbing I want nothing more than to comfort him but Tyler won't budge on the grip. "I know Jon but all she wanted was a little mini us running around the house and I can't even give her that!" Evan yelled sobbing his voice cracking badly "That makes me feel pretty useless as a man!" Evan said sobbing. Jon was speechless. Tyler heaved me over his shoulder and dragged me into the den. I was sobbing. Tyler placed me gently on Evans lap and I gripped him tightly into a hug. "Evan I love you and I'm said that we can't have a baby of our own b-but we can look into adoption and stuff!" I said my voice heaving to get words out. "I just.... I just wanted t-to give you what you wanted Baby and I can't! I'm so sorry!" He said burring his face into my neck his sobs slowing. I nodded and kissed his head. I heard sniffles from behind me. I turned to see Jon furiously pawing at his eyes and Tyler on the verge of tears. I motioned them over to a group hug. Jon practically threw himself at us whilst Tyler gracefully glided into our arms.
-Time skip 9 months later-
I looked around accomplished at the work I've done. I looked around the blue room. It was decorated in dinosaurs and trucks. I smiled as I walked into the den to find my love and my child asleep on the couch. Me and Evan adopted a beautiful baby boy. Only 7 months old. We loved him with all of our heart. I had Jon and Tyler come over today. It was a surprise to the two. They wanted to be uncles. I smiled as I heard Tyler's truck pull up. I hurried as I grabbed my baby boy Daniel and placed him in his crib. His room was my old office. I walked back out to see Jon sitting on Evan and Tyler sitting back watching amused. I pulled Tyler quietly away from the den. I pulled him up the stairs and motioned for him to be quiet. I slowly opened the door to reveal a brown haired and honey browned eyed baby who was quite content in his crib. Tyler looked at me. And then back to the baby. He spoke quietly. "What's his name?" "Daniel, Dan for short." I spoke softly. Tyler looked down at me in pride. My chest swelled when Tyler's eyes watered. He walked over to the crib and picked him up so gentle. I heard Evan and Jon walking up the steps. Evan came and wrapped his arms around my waist and Jon stared his eyes watering. He pointed to the little baby in Tyler's arms "Baby! Oooo! Ima call'em teddy!" Jon said with pride. I giggled at how dumb he was. I walked over to the laptop in the room and pulled up skype. I joined mini's confreres call and added everyone in. "hey boys turn your cameras on I have a surprise and I want to see you guys face. One by one the cameras flicked on. I took the baby from Tyler and the turned my camera on. I had the system recording on and when they saw me cradling a baby the first words out of Craig's mouth were "Did you steal a baby?" I giggled a no and then the rest of them smiled. They all were so happy. After about ten or so minutes we all said goodbye and I laid little Dan aka teddy down to sleep. I lead Tyler and Jon to their room and the I walked into me and Evans room. I flopped onto bed pawing at my eyes. Evan giggled and pulled me into a cuddle. "I love you baby." He said I smiled "I love you too Baby."
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