Vanoss Crew One Shots [updates come and go]

Talk me down//Miniladd

Troye Sivan ~talk me down, play song when starting to read, lyrics don't match up but that's okay. Take your time reading. May be triggering?

I wanna sleep next to you
But that's all I wanna do right now, And I wanna come home to you, But home is just a room full of my safest sounds, Cause you know that I can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow, I'd rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone...
"Hey...it's been a while....I miss you.." I sniffled. "It's..it's been hard..without you being here, it's been really hard....but you have no idea how much has been going on without you here. It's just....so much to handle in so little time....I still love you, you know? Yeah....i love you...."

I wanna sleep next to you
But that's all I wanna do right now, So come over now and talk me down
"I really miss your hugs and kisses.....and I really miss holding your hand.....I really miss those lazy Sunday's where we would just....lay around....and share little kisses....and just cuddle....I just really miss those days...."

I wanna hold hands with you
But that's all I wanna do right now, And I wanna get close to you, Cause your hands and lips still know their way around
And I know I like to draw that line, when it starts to get too real
But the less time that I spend with you, the less you need to heal

"I sometimes wish that it was me instead of you....I really don't want anyone to feel like this ever... Why does this happen to people? No one deserves this! You didn't deserve this!....you didn't deserve this...."

I wanna sleep next to you
But that's all I wanna do right now,So come over now and talk me down

"I just want you back, that's honestly why I'm writing this, it's just so much, I miss you, and this is the only other way, I love you too much to just let you walk out the door like that, You didn't even talk to me! How was I supposed to know! You always did hide your sadness! You never said anything to me! You could have just said something anything really! I would have listened to you! I would have try and helped! You don't understand what I would have done for you Craig! ....I love you Craig. That's why I'm going to take them so we can meet again. So we can hug and cuddle and have our lazy Sunday's again. So we can be us again...."

So if you don't mind, I'll walk that line, Stuck on the bridge between us, Gray areas and expectations, But I'm not the one if we're honest, yeah, But I wanna sleep next to you, And I wanna come home to you, I wanna hold hands with you, I wanna be close to you

They ran through the door, Screaming for an ambulance, it's like it was all moving in slow motion, crying, the desperate feeling of hopelessness, the urgency in the feel for a pulse, but time wasn't on their side today. They had lost her, like she had lost Craig.

But I wanna sleep next to you
And that's all I wanna do right now
And I wanna come home to you
But home is just a room full of my safest sounds
So come over, now and talk me down....

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So uhh.....yeah....that was different.... Be sure to stretch out if you've been sitting all day.