Vanoss Crew One Shots [updates come and go]

I am wildcat//

A/n: Quick an here, TRIGGER WARNING Domestic abuse, this is only for the plot I swear, i'd never think he'd hit anyone
/this/ is my "italics" because mobile doesn't have them (throwing shade at wattpad support)
<Your pov princess>
/flash back/
"Is this going to even work out okay?" I asked
"I'm sorry baby." Tyler whispered and walked away.
/present time/
I walked down the path covered in colorful leafs. Tears tracked down my face. It wasn't okay. I wasn't dressed, as public looked down upon me for wearing black track pants and a grey hoodie. His hoodie. My hair wasn't pleasant either. As I walked down the path, all of the million memories crashed and collided with each other making my walk a blur. /it wasn't supposed to be this way/ I kept thinking. How did this even happen.
/flash back/
/"Tyler No!" I squirmed under him laughing. His laugher made me smile. "Will you go on this date with me yet?" He asked smiling. "Fine fine" I gulped panting./
How did this even happen? We were so happy. He was happy! I thought I was doing everything he asked me to...I though I was doing things right...
/flashback/
"Hey baby!" He said smiling. "Hey!" He walked over to me and pulled me into a hug. I just let my arms dangle. I pulled away. He got a little angry. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a mug. And made some tea. I walked into our joint room and flopped on the bed. "What did I tell you!?" Tyler shouted. "n-not to do that.." I said shakily. "And what did you do?" "I-I did what I wasn't supposed to" I whimpered. All I felt was a sharp stinging sensation on my left cheek. I grabbed my face. His face twisted "Oh my god... I-I'm so sorry! I-I didn't mea-" I started to cry badly.
<Present>
I thought I was doing what he wanted. I thought our relationship was normal... But it wasn't. He wasn't supposed to hit me. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I continued down this colorful path and continued to let the memories flow.
/flash back/
I was in the corner cowering as his hand raises up once more. He stopped himself. "O-oh my god....I-I'm so sorry! I didn't mean too! I just...." He said. He knelt down and l wrapped me in his arms. I cried and cried. "Is this even gonna work out okay?" I asked. "I'm sorry baby." Tyler whispered walking away.
/Present time/
I stopped walking. I looked up. It was starting to rain. Great. I sat down on this leaf covered path and let the now down pouring rain wash over me. I took a deep breath in and then out. The tears stopped. He wasn't worth my time. He wasn't. I may miss him, but I didn't miss his actions. I don't know why I stayed. I started to cry again. Why didn't I leave. Why didn't I get help? I could have gotten help. I would be here if it wasn't for him. I wouldn't be in this never ending path. I wouldn't be in this never ending memory cycle. I wouldn't be gone.
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If you are in an abusive relationship or family, get help immediately. Call the police. Or talk to a therapist or consular. Please get help.