more than this // lrh

//10//

*2 beautiful months later* I love luke. I know it's not far in the relationship but he's done more for me than my own parents. Luke means everything to me and I'm terrified for him to walk away because I have so many problems.  I'm trying to get better for him but it's getting harder. Luke doesn't know I've relapsed since the first time he saw my cuts. I've been skipping school more often to be with him and I'm surprised I haven't been caught yet. I usually skip on my bad days because I just need luke to hold me in his arms. I knew if I stayed at school while I was down I would have a breakdown in class and I couldn't have that happen. I'd rather breakdown in front of luke than in front of kids at school. 

"Luke, baby, can we talk" "about what" his voice was soft, his thumb was rubbing soft circles on the exposed skin of my hip. "Anything" butterflies swarming my stomach, the thought of luke kissing me, the way his thumb rubs my hip, the way he hold my hand, how he holds me, him in general. "You're a good person luke, I'm glad you're in my life, you came just when I needed you most, you mean the world to me baby and I love you" I buried my face in his chest wrapping my arm around him, I kissed his collarbone gently. "I love you more baby girl" he giggled kissing my head. Luke tightened his grip on my waist pulling me closer to his chest. "You're so beautiful, whether you believe it or not, and I love you. You mean everything to me, and you have to promise me you'll stop, don't hurt yourself okay, I can't loose you." "I promise baby" I sat up, straddling lukes waist my hands moving to his neck playing with the ends of his hair. Luke wrapped an arm around my waist the other on my back. I kissed him softly my hands running through his hair. Luke deepening the kiss, his tongue roaming my mouth and the kiss began to get heated. I took his shirt off running my hand down his chest kissing his lips again, down his neck leaving a hickey. "Can I" luke whispered tugging at my sweater. He took my sweater in his hand tracing my collarbones. "You're so beautiful" and his started kissing me again, our tongues battling.  Luke started fumbling with my bra hooks and I just took it off not caring. I love him so much. I kissed down his chest leaving small hickies. "Baby" he moaned making me even more turned on. "How did you learn how to do this, aren't I your first" luke mumbles against my lips. "Stories baby boy" I kissed him roughly. "Are you sure" he asked as I tugged at his pants. "I've never been more sure, I love you so much" I said as his pants dropped. "I love you even more" he said brinjng his lips to mine. 

*after some incredible sex*

"It's 2:15 luke, I have to go before my parents think I skipped school" I was worried. We had sex they can't know I skipped school to have sex with him they won't trust me. "It'll be okay baby girl, what they don't know won't hurt them" luke said brushing his fingers over the hickey he left. "Well I left you a couple nice marks too" I giggled brushing my fingers over the purple marks. "What's next school bathroom sex" I actually have thought about it but they way luke is with leaving hickies I won't be able to hide them. Just as luke was about to kiss me my phone began to ring. "Fuck" I mumbled under my breath as luke tightened his arm around my waist. It was my mom. "She knows luke" I rested my head on his chest debating on whether to answer it. "Just answer the phone I'll be here for you, what ever happens" he kissed my forehead as slid the bar to answer the call. "Hello" "Katie where are you its 2:30" my mom was worried. "I'm with luke, we're going to hang out tonight" I tried to steady my shaking voice. "Okay, if you spend the night with him let know, and no sex I dint need grand children before 55" she was serious. I've spent the night with luke before so it's not a big deal anymore. Besides were not gonna have sex every day. "Okay I love you" and with that I hung up the phone. "Does she know" "nope, she said I can spend the night with you thou" it was a Friday night which was normal to stay the night and if my parents have the over night shift I stay the night on Saturday too. Luke is my best friend and I love him unconditionally.