more than this // lrh

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Today I woke up on lukes couch with his comforter draped over me and I immediately couldn't breathe. I felt shitty, not because of my anxiety but because I felt sick. I had a bad cold. I felt dizzy and I couldn't breathe out of my nose. "Luke" I called out, my voice sore. "Hey baby, are you okay" he came and sat by me, his sweatpants hanging low on his hips. "I don't feel good" I mumbled burying my face in the pillow. You rolled over looking at Luke who was running his fingers through your hair. "Weren't you going to get the rest of your things from your moms today" he asked. "Yeah but I feel crappy so I'll just wait till tomorrow" I grabbed his hand lacing our fingers together.  "Do you need anything before I leave for work" Luke asked rubbing his thumb in circles over my hand. "Just leave some Advil and granola bar on the table" I said roughly. I could feel a headache coming on and I was getting hungry. Luke got me a peanut butter bar, my giant Smart water and 2 advils. "I'll be back at around 3:30, just rest up for me, you're really warm" he put the back of his hand to my forehead. I let out a yawn, "have a good day at work baby, I love you" I smiled. "I love you too, feel better sunshine" he kissed my forehead before leaving me alone for the day. It was 9 when he left and now it's noon, I ate my granola bar letting the food settle in my stomach before taking the Advil for my pounding headache. I slept for an hour and a half before waking up to a nauseous feeling in my stomach. Luke would be home soon so I just took more medicine to rid the nausea trying to go back to sleep. But of course my stomach wouldn't allow it and I threw up. I felt better after but I still have a cold. I don't know what would make me throw up. At 3:30 I woke up to keys jingling and the front door open. "How are you feeling baby" Luke sat beside me. "A bit better, I threw up earlier" I nuzzled my head into the pillow my head pounding. "Are you okay now" Luke started rubbing my back. "Yeah but I have a pounding headache that wont seem to go away", "Cuddle with me" I asked Luke. "Yeah" he kissed my forehead, a smile tugging at his lips. Luke stripped of his jeans and shirt before joint me. He pulled me to his chest going back to rubbing circles on my back. "Go to sleep sunshine" Luke kissed my temple bringing me closer to him. I sighed contently holding Luke against me falling asleep slowly just wanting my headache to leave.