Walking On Broken Glass

Chapter Three

----------------------------> Pierre!

Taylin's POV:

I sighed as I watched the guys on stage. I knew I needed to tell Pierre. I needed to let him know I started to throw up and I was late. I knew what would happen. I needed to make sure before I told him. Maybe I didn't need to tell him. If I saw a doctor I could get rid of it before it got too far. I wouldn't have Justin's baby. There was no way in hell. I played with the hem of my shirt and watched them put their gear up until the show. I made the choice to trust someone, to see if they could help me rather then trusting Josh, someone I just met.

"Hey David!" I ran up to him after everyone left.

"What's up Tay?" He smiled as he hugged me.

"I need a huge favor. You can't tell Pie." I felt bad putting him in such a place, but had no choice.

"Tay you know I can't lie to him. He's like a brother to me. If I hid something from he's gonna know." He looked so worried.

"Please, you're the only one who can help. Please?" I felt like crying, I knew that was a sure way to get David to help.

"Please don't cry. What's the favor?" He kept putting his wires up as I spoke.

"I think I need a doctor. I'm late." I hung my head as it clicked in his head.

"Who's the dad? What the fuck?" He got so serious it wasn't funny.

"I can't tell you that. Please? I need to get rid of it if I'm pregnant. Please?" I felt the tears fall even thought I tried to hold them back.

"Ok, calm down. I'll get us a cab and find a clinic. Shhh." He hugged me tight and tried to calm me down.

"Thank you." I sniffed to try and calm down.

"You need to tell me what this is all about. That's the only way I'll do this and keep is quiet." He said, making me look at him.

"Fair enough." I sat on the edge of the stage and told him everything.

When I finished, David looked disgusted. He hugged me tight, I could tell he was worried. He had a look of concern as he wiped the tears from my face. He agreed to help and hide it. He knew how Pierre would react, he didn't more issues for me.

"We'll go now." He said as we got off the stage and left.

45 minuets later I was in a gown holding back painful tears as I had an abortion preformed. I was 12 weeks pregnant. I hated myself. I felt like a whore. I felt so dirty and unworthy of any love. Once the doctor was done, she told David that I had to rest for the rest of the day and take Tylenol for any pain.

"You ok?" He asked as we sat in a cab heading back to the venue. I just nodded as I thought about what I had done. I killed an unborn child. I went against everything I believed in because some jack ass raped me.

"I just wanna sleep." I sighed as I watched the world go by.

"You should tell the others. I know Pierre knows, but Jeff, Seb and Chuck should know. We all love you and care about you. The more we know the better. No way in fuck will your mother or that limp dick fucker get near you. Telling them will only help." He gave me a hug as we pulled up.

"Maybe after the show." I felt like shit and just wanted to rest. I knew I never wanted to go through this again. I just wanted to be normal.

Josh's POV:

I watched as Taylin got out of a cab with David. I shook my head as I threw Bennie's toy. I was a little hurt she didn't let me know she was having someone else take her. I was trying to be nice. As I threw the ball I heard her tell David she needed to do something.