Walking On Broken Glass

Chapter Ten

Taylin's POV:

I sighed as I sat in the back of the bus. I felt so horrible as waited for Josh. I needed more Oxy but no luck. The roadie I bought from left. I felt horrible. I was down to 6 pills. I needed more. I took one as I got ready to go to dinner. I was putting on a black dress with white hearts all over with spaghetti straps. I grabbed a pair of black Louboutin heels that Miranda lent me, she called them her "Come fuck me" shoes. I had to admit she had amazing taste. I slid my feet into the shoes and made sure my hair was perfect. I grabbed a black clutch bag and headed out to meet Josh. He told me to meet him at the front of the venue.

As I stood against the wall of the venue I watched how people looked at me. I put on my black trench coat and gave them a dirty look.

"Holy shit..........." I heard Josh's voice as he walked up to me.

"Hey you." I laughed as he hugged me.

"You look.........wow." He smiled as he kissed me.

Pierre's POV:

I watched from the bus as Josh and Taylin left. I felt down right awful about what I was about to do. I hated the idea of going through my cousin's things. I let the guys know to keep a look out for anyone on the crew who was selling any kind of drugs. When I told them why, they were pissed. I watched as Josh left with Taylin, I hung my head as I thought of what my cousin might be into.

Josh had told Mike and the others what was up, they were more then willing to let me look around for anything that might explain what had been going on with Taylin. It broke my heart when I thought of Taylin and the things that could have led her to this choice.

As I started to look around the bus I found a few things that gave me cause to worry. As I tossed her bunk a few things fell out. An empty bottle of Oxy, a few silver packets that had random names on them. All were labeled Morphine. I felt my blood boil as I kept looking around. There wasn't much else I had been able to find. I sat on the couch and shook my head. My cousin was using pain meds to deal with things.

I headed back to my bus and threw what I found on the table.

"Oh shit." Seb groaned as he saw it. Jeff and Chuck hung their heads in sadness.

"What do we do?" David asked as he picked up a foil packet.

"Confront her. This isn't gonna keep going on. This ends." I spat.

"You know she's gonna wig out. She's gonna go off the rails. We have to be smart." Chuck warned.

"You think I don't know that? You think I don't know what she's gonna do? She's my family! She's gonna kill herself with this shit!" I yelled.

"She's family to us too. We need to think logically about this. Coming right at her is gonna be bad. We need to let her know we love her and that we're not gonna attack her." Seb explained.

"This is too much. I wanna send her home. And I mean to my place. Not to her crazy ass mother." I hissed.

"No. That's gonna make her do something worse. What if she tries some other drug? Like Heroin or crank?" Jeff offered.

"Why can't things be simple? Why can't things just go well for while?" I felt like things were going out of control.

It was like nothing made sense. There was no right way to handle the problem. There was no easy way to the fix the issue. If I sent Taylin back to Vancouver, things would get worse. If she stayed it might get worse. I had no idea what to do or how to help my cousin. It broke my heart to think of her being in so much pain she had to to use drugs to hide it. To mask the pain and make it through the day. I needed help and there was only one person I trusted to help.

"Hello?" I heard a voice say.

"Hey....I think I need you to meet up with me. I need help." I hung my head as the guys looked at me.

Taylin's POV:

As Josh and I got back to the bus I felt my heart fly as his hand rested on my back. We had a great night, dinner and a movie. It was relaxing. Even though I hadn't taken a pill, I was still able to get through without needing anything. Just being with Josh made me feel ok.

As we went to his bunk, a few thoughts went through my mind. I knew I wanted to sleep with Josh, I wanted to have that connection with someone. Get the thought of my creepy step dad out of my head.

"I think I might wanna....." I laughed as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"As much as I would love that......the guys will be back on the bus shortly. We have to pull out soon." He said as he kissed me.

"When can we then?" I asked with a pout.

"When we can be alone and when no one is gonna come walking in." He smiled as he kissed me. I pressed my body against his and felt my whole body tingle with anticipation.

"Ok. I should get changed. I need some sleep." I smiled as I walked to the bathroom to wash up.

After I got all the make up off and I went to grab some clothes I stopped. I took a look at my bunk and my heart raced. Someone fucked up my bunk. My blanket was messed, my pillow was at the other end of the bunk and I knew what had happened. I let out a yell as I looked around. Mike, Matt, Ian and Josh all looked up as I stormed out of the bunk area. I headed to see my cousin. I knew what happened and I wasn't about to let him rail road me into a corner and start shit.

As I pounded on the bus door, I heard the foot steps behind me. As the door opened I saw Jeff, he looked worried and fearful as he let me and the guys in.

"I was wondering when you would come see me." I heard Pierre ask as I sat down.

"What the hell is your deal?" I spat.

"How long have you been using pain killers to handle the trauma?" He asked, hanging his head.

"I haven't. I've been hurting. After what dipshit did to me, I hurt." I lied.

"Tay......this isn't a joke. This can kill you." He sounded so sad.

"You say your hurting, but you don't tell me anything. You don't say anything to anyone. You keep it bottled up and then use oxy to try to mask the pain." Pierre hissed.

"No I didn't! My ribs hurt!!" I shouted at him.

"Then you should fucking say something! Not buy drugs off people who work with us!" He yelled at me.

"Tay you could have said something to me or Pierre. I could have helped you." Josh sounded so hurt as he spoke.

"She should have said the motrin the doctor gave her wasn't working!" Pierre snapped.

"Fuck you. I don't need shit from you!" I stormed passed everyone, until I heard a voice.

"Taylin?" I turned and saw someone who I hadn't seen in years.

So here is it! A cliffhanger!!!!!

Let me know what you think! Who do you think it is? Let me know who you think stopped her!

I'm working on another updat as well!