Let's Be Honest

Let's be honest here for just one moment.

1. Every girl thinks that the guy that she is dating is different from all of the other guys. 

"The truth is.... He is different just like you are from every other girl"

So with that said what makes him stand out to you.

That is today's important question?

Today's character: Me because I felt this

           I was in love with this guy named "Michael" sure why not let's call him that. We were tight as leather pants, we completed each other. Every time he would text me I would get all excited and clammy and my heart would skip a beat. He was beautiful. The only problemo was that he never wanted to be normal with me in public , I used to think there was something wrong with me (well there is but that's not it). The real problem was that I should have realized I didn't really have a best friend. I had a sometime friend. And let me tell you people those are the worst. Mike (look I gave him a nickname) seemed perfect. But the truth was he was a coward and a hypocrite calling himself my best friend when he actually wasn't. It's sad when I realize I could have fallen in love with a better guy. But that's the thing you can't control who you fall in love with. So while I have been wishing he'll breakout in "When I was Your Man" (Bruno Mars reference) I should have been channeling my energy into something else. Not going to lie though it probably would have just been another guy. Because I'm dumb and want to be in a relationship.  

         But what I figured out is I need to get off my lazy ass an actually look for the right guy. I don't know if I have found him or not, (not). And when I found out Channing got a girl pregnant I broke up with him so that was painful. But what I have learned is that I settle. A lot of females do, because we don't know what we deserve. It takes what we don't deserve to figure that out. Plus my Pinterest board "man candy" is not realistically helping me see what options I have in high school...... So that's quite frustrating. Why do they have to look like Shia Labuff did before transformers. What makes your man stand out to you right that was the question..... The point of that whole story was that he does not stand out to me anymore. He is normal and not my perfect beautiful mess. That's when the romance is gone (whether or not he realizes that there ever was any romance), when normal becomes well normal. Almost too normal, not special. When your normal becomes not special. It sucks when that happens, there might be some Ben and Jerry's involved. But hey that's okay live a little stat saving up for winter, when you can hide behind cute yet chunky sweaters. 

Well there you go kinda weird start for my first post. But you know what be yourself or go home and be yourself. I just realized that didn't make sense, but for some reason I'm not going to delete it.... 

Love and Bacon, 

Mic