So many feels when I read this, lots of luv
-Joy
I was sitting in my room getting ready for dance and i kept thinking something was wrong. i thought i was just being paranoid when hudsyn texted me asking if i had talked to joy, i had wondered why she wanted to know because last time i talked to hudsyn was a couple nights ago and she was really upset because of joy. they get into a lot of fights but this one was bad i've never seen hudsyn so upset at something like she was at this. i sent a quick text back saying no and went back to getting ready. my phone then started exploding with texts from jane and santa and hudsyn all pretty much saying the same thing... Joy.. missing... ran away.. have you seen her... talked to her.... i droped my phone not wanting to hear or see any of the texts. she's gone? what why? i don't understand.. what happened? i looked up at my mirror and realized i was crying, i quickly wiped my tears away and got up off the floor which i didn't even know i was sitting on and picked up my phone. why am i even crying? she's going to come back. she's probably just on one of her little adventures. i texted my friends back saying everything will be okay and quickly texted Joy, i know she won't get it since she only has an ipod and you need wifi to receive texts but i didn't care i just needed to try and do something... my hands were shaking as i typed a bunch of texts saying a bunch of things until i realized i was crying again my mom called my name saying it was time to go and i sent one last text " please come back, i need you. i love you joy joy". i wiped my tears and shook my head what am i doing? my head was pounding my last thought as i walked out the door was why do i even care....when i got home i read my texts that i received when i was gone. " we found her" "they found her" "she was headed your way" "shes okay" "shes fine"... i closed my phone and went straight to bed i started to cry again this time i knew why.. she wasn't going to go back, she didn't want to be found she was headed my way but it wasn't for me. i fell asleep that night to the sound of my tears and sniffling. but the one thought still in the back of my head was why do i even care...
