Fine, I'll leave (Phanfiction)

The beggining

< 2 weeks after Phil went missing>
<<Dans POV>>

The cold made my body shudder, my feet shake like small branches on a tree.
The wind blew harsh, my hair flew around in the wind revealing my forehead, a sudden sadness pierced me. Phil always used to create a nervous giggle whenever the wind blew his fringe away, he hated not having it in his face, but it made me smile, the fact that he felt the need to look good around me. Didn't he know? He always looked good. At least in my eyes, he was perfect. He was my happiness.

It was all your fault

It was all your fault

He's gone because of you

"Stop! No, it's not!" I tried telling myself; trying to get the voice to leave me alone.

Don't lie to yourself

"leave me alone!" I shouted; realising I had just shouted that out loud in the empty street I had been pacing up and down for the past 20 minutes.

I lowered my head staring at my feet listening to the slow dragging sound they made on the gravely ground, tears flying off my face painting spots on the ground darker shades of grey. I couldn't help but think it was all my fault, Phil had gone missing because of me, no one else; just me.
The sounds of the cars engines, the sounds of people rushing around the London streets, the sound of my feet touching the ground rhythematically with every step, faded out.

Dizzy, so dizzy.

Darkness.

Nothingness.

Black.

"Phil? Is that you?" I managed, with a graspy whisper.

Everything was black, all around me just a black abyss, apart from a small boy in colour with slightly overgrown black "emo" hair stood before me. Smiling. He was smiling, but not at me, he stared straight through me. His blue eyes piercing holes in my body, there I was right in front of him and he looked straight through me.

"Phil? Are you still mad?"

Of course he is, he HATES YOU.

"Phil talk to me,please".

The boy suddenly shifted his posture standing straight up and applied a stern, angry but sad,look to his face.

"Fine, I'll leave". He sternly protested.

The words echoed in my head like a gun shot echoing in a alleyway.

"But-"

"Fine, I'll leave". He repeated a slight raise in his tone this time.

"Please don-"

"FINE, ILL LEAVE" He screamed clenching his fists by his sides, as he stepped closer, about half a metres distance between us.

Another step.

And another.

He now stood right before me, his warm breath swirling around my face, his fists still clenched by his side. His eyes widened but his gaze still went straight through me as if I were invisible. His head craned forward as he took a slow breath and pressed his mouth against my ear, maiming the words "fine, I'll leave" quietly and calmly a pang of sadness in his voice.

He pulled his body back slowly, so slow in fact it seemed in slow motion. His body turned opposite me and starting walking away into the darkness. I stepped forward and tried to grab him with both of my arms. Straight through him. They went straight through him. Like I was a ghost. Like I didn't matter.

<<<<Idek if this is good or not but meh I enjoy it so the next chapter should maybe be up tomorrow 0_o don't quote me on that>>>>