Abuse // 5sos (Book 1 & 2)

Chapter 3: Drunk Demons

Emerald's POV

My eyes fluttered open to see Nick's green eyes looking down at me. I closed them again. The last thing I remember is Luke carrying me to my room.

Where was Luke anyway?

Nick placed his hand on my chest, over my heart, hearing my uneven heartbeat.

"I know your awake Emerald." I got up quickly.He would have said princess if it wasn't serious.

Nick pushed a lock of my hair back, speaking quietly. "What is this?" He eyed the scrapbook of me and Luke. His low intimidating tone scared me more than if he were yelling.

I didn't reply as I rubbed my tired eyes. The thought of Luke AND Nick reading my inner most thoughts caused my cheeks to heat up.

Nick ran his cold fingers over my collarbone and brought his face close to mine. "You should tell me before I get mad."

"Its an old scrapbook."

"So it means nothing to you?"

"No." I lied, my heart beating faster.

He kissed me on the forehead. "Fine, then burn it." He expressed his madness through soft touches and kisses and it was so frustrating. He cupped my face in his hands.

My hands grabbed the book. "Please," was all I could get out.

He removed his hands from my face, standing up. "I knew it. You're not over him."

"Its not about Luke, its about me and my memories."

"Your memories revolve around loving Luke huh? Its like your obsessed with him, even when you're married." His words hurt more than I would like to admit.

I stayed quiet looking at the ground.

"Fine, I'll do it." He picked the book out of my hands swiftly, small pieces of paper falling out.

I felt tears prick at my eyes as he took out a matchbox. I tried to hold his arm but he clasped his around mine instead. He twisted it slowly. Not enough that it hurt, but enough to show that it could.

Nikki walked in the room, staring at the sight in front of her. He yelled as she widened her small eyes. "Nikki, go back to your room." when she didn't move, "Nikki, get out." 

I slipped my hand out of his grip and wrapped them around her. "Nick, don't yell at her."

He dropped the book, emotionless. "Fine, I don't need you. I'm Calum Hood, remember? You're just Luke's little slut." His mood changed the minute Nikki walked in and I knew why. Because she didn't know the other side of Nick... until now. He's clearly scared that she won't like him anymore, that she'll like Luke or me more. 

He took the keys and slammed the door behind him. He'd probably get drunk again and come home late.

I waited for Nikki to cry but she didn't. "Is it because of me?" 

I don't think either one of us knew what "it" was, but I did know one thing. "Nothing is ever your fault." 

I placed the book in its secret place and placed Nikki in her bed as I went to my own room. As her bright green irises closed, I realized how much we looked alike. I just hoped that her life wouldn't turn out to be as bad as mine. 

Noting that Nick probably wouldn't turn on the air conditioning until he would come home, I changed into a thin black tank top and shorts. 

Finally, I can be transported to my dreams, an alternative universe, and the only place where things go my way. 

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Something fell on my stomach, causing me to jolt awake with forced coughs.  I opened my tired eyes to find a drunk Nick lying on me. 

"Nick." I groaned as I scratched my head. He always did this when he was mad. Come home drunk and yell at me for some stupid reason before passing out. He got up slowly, satisfied that I was awake.

"But you're so beautiful." He was more drunk than I've ever seen him before. His bright eyes jostled side to side. Despite the situation, I still blushed. 

He lifted me up and pressed me up against the wall. Well this is new. "Its not fair. I gave my life up to you but you still run after Luke." He breathed into my mouth.

His arms held my wrists up as he kissed me. Still half asleep, I couldn't process what he was doing. I waited for him to yell at me for not kissing me back or something but he didn't. What was he doing anyway? 

"You know if you weren't so hard to get, I probably wouldn't want you so badly." he spoke in between kisses. Oh....

His breath smelled of alchohol as he slurred. "Nick stop." I hated when he was drunk. "You're drunk and you don't know what you're doing."

"I know exactly what I'm doing princess." He played with the hem of my shirt, his fingers softly touching bare skin.

I felt so vulnerable as he lifted my limp body a few inches above the ground. At this point, he could do anything. I was completely helpless under him.

He started placing slobbery kisses on my neck. "Please don't hurt me."

"I can't promise anything."

 "Someone help..." I trailed off as tears fell from my eyes.

"Don't worry, you won't need no help after this." His lips were still attached to my neck as he grabbed my shirt in his fist.

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OK THAT ENDED WELL?

Sorry for the short chapter

No lol, I'm not evil enough to leave it like that. 

So I did a double update 

QOTD: Luke with facial hair or without facial hair

AOTD: Either, but he looks better with facial hair. Lol he makes me weak in the knees anyway

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