bestfriends? || hunter rowland ♡

part twenty-nine : drama

i woke up the next morning to the sound of screaming teenage boys. how pleasant.

i was so tired, and so upset, i really just didn't want to go to the show today. it probably wouldn't matter if i did, anyways.

we were already in boston, and getting ready to settle into the hotel. room assignments were as usual, which
meant i was with hunter, great. i at least was with weston, so i guess i can't complain too much.

after everyone got up and unpacked, we all just chilled around the room for a few hours.

hunter wouldn't even talk to me, but i guess it's whatever.

what am i saying? its not whatever.

he's meant everything to me, the past 11 years he was the one i could always trust.

we went through too much to end our amazing friendship, but i guess all things come to an end...

you never know what could happen, though, considering the past.

i'm so glad i had these great friends on tour to lean on for now, because i was an emotional wreck now.

it was finally time for everyone leave to go to the show, but i stayed behind.

weston offered to stay with me, but blake insisted on it, so he did.

it started off like last night, he just comforted me and listened to everything i had to rant about.

blake and i have definatly got close over the past two days. like it's crazy, but i love it.

he's so sweet to me, and honestly i really need it. something about him just makes me feel safe...

after 2 hours, we decided to go on YouNow.

the comments all started off saying,

why arent yall at the show??
wheres the other guyss!
how's val & hunter??

I didn't want everyone knowing about Hunter and I, though, so we just said i didn't feel good and had to stay back.

people asked about hunter and i the whole broadcast, and we just ignored all the comments.

we stayed on for another 2 ish hours before the guys were on their way back.

i got a text, from hunter. i wonder what he had to say now

huntaa😍💖:
can we talk please? when i get back?

vall😍💖:
yeah..

they were back maybe 20 minutes later, and hunter called me into the hall to talk to him.

"About what I said yesterday...I didn't mean it. I love you, not Cat. Yeah, shes nice, but she's not for me. I know I messed up, really really bad, but please forgive me..." he begged, sounding truly sorry

"Listen, I want to forgive you, and I trust that you're telling me truth, but I don't know.." i mumbled, not making eye contact

"What do I need to do to prove it to you? I'll do anything for you again...I swear." He blurted out, grabbing my hands and looking at me.

"You don't have to do anything, but thank you for everything the last few months, its been really fun.." I gave him a small smile, and hugged him tightly.

"Can we just stay like this, forever.." He whispered into my ears

"I would, but I can't I'm sorry.." i whispered back and walked into the room again

I still loved Hunter though. I want to be with him, but I'm not putting myself through the same situations over and again.

As I walked in the room, weston and blake were both in there, making sure i was alright and everything. Blake ended up having to leave, so it was just weston and i.

"hey, you know that blake reallyyy likes you?" weston asked, exaggerating the really.

i kind of liked blake, too, but wasn't really into another relationship for a while. i started blushing, without being able to control myself.

"AW YOU LIKE HIM TOOOO!!" weston screamed, attacking me with a hug.

"a little bit i guess.." i said, laughing

"you guys would be so cute oh my god!" he replied, sounding like a girl who found out her friends crush

"i'm not ready for this again...i just ended things with hunter, and i feel like i move on too fast i don't know.." i said, with hunter walking back into the room.

"so you like blake now? we broke up yesterday and you're moving on to another guy AGAIN..wow, i thought you actually loved me.." he said, sounding really mad

"no, no i didn't mean it like that, like i don't even like him it's nothing, really. I was just upset about you and Cat and he just came to me ." I said. wait shit. i didn't want blake to hear. it wasn't even true. i swear everyone hears everything with my luck.

"save it, im done with you moving on and then crawling back to me when they hurt you. maybe we need an actual break this time, that lasts." he said, walking back out.

i swear i mess everything up. why? to make things even better right now, guess who texted me..blake

blake grayy🙈:
oh so you basically just used me because you were upset? thanks.

val🙃💓:
no i didn't mean that!

blake grayy🙈:
it sounded like you did...so sorry for wasting your time i won't bother talking to you anymore

this "perfect" summer was off to a great start, huh?