bestfriends? || hunter rowland ♡

part thirty : kiss

i brought this all on myself. if i didn't automatically like every guy i became friends with this wouldn't be happening, right.

hunter and i were so perfect, just the two of us last year. weston came along and things started getting weird. i moved back to hunter for a while, and then i met mark. once we ended things i went right back to hunter, we were happy again for a few months. now i started liking blake, when hunter still liked me, and we all knew who i'd go to if things with blake didn't work out.

i was messing with his mind, honestly, and i don't blame him for wanting a break, i guess. 

hunter was my only friend for so long, my bestfriend, my first boyfriend,  first love, first kiss, and so much more. i never wanted all of this to happen over time.

and now theres blake, who was honestly one of the sweetest people i've met on this tour, and now he's mad at me, too. i did think i liked him, but i don't know. i just need to stop.

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today, we were off to Chicago. that meant we had a 14 hour bus ride. how exciting.

we unpacked our rooms, and loaded back onto the bus. i was still so upset, and apparently it was very noticeable.

even cat came to talk to me, which was very surprising.

"hey, i'm really sorry about what happened with hunter. i hope we can still stay friends after this." she said, as we were walking back onto the bus.

"yeah, that would be nice." i replied, smiling slightly at her.

we got back onto the bus, and the guys all went on younow. i started watching the guys, and mario must have seen the notification

"hey look vals watching! you should come out here!" he said

my phone buzzed, so i got off the broadcast

weston💃🏽:
come broadcast with us 😉😉

val🔥💓:
why 🙃

weston💃🏽:
bc you need to be happy & have fun☺️

val🔥💓:
i don't feel good but im fine dont worryy

weston💃🏽:
dont lie to me
i promise you'll have a good day, just wait

i always had to listen to weston, i don't know why but i always gave in.

next thing i knew, weston was walking into my room, and sat down next to me.

"hey, i know you're upset right now but i really want to make your day fun. what do you want to do?" he asked me

"well we're suck on a bus all day, theres not much to do. but i'm fine about all of this i promise." i insisted, but weston wasn't believing it

"i'd be a sucky friend if i didn't try to make you smile today, so lets just go and broadcast with everyone else, it'll be fine. pleasee?" he begged me, and i obviously gave in.

i walked out into the main room of the bus, and everyone got quiet. well that was awkward

"EVERYONE THE QUEEN VAL IS HERE!" mark screamed and i laughing, sitting down next to him.

we broadcasted for a long time, and it was actually really fun.

weston was right, i guess.

once we got off, blake wanted to talk to me

"listen, i'm sorry for not listening to you the other day..you can explain, if you want." he said.

"okay..well weston told me you liked me, and kind of liked you back, but hunter came in and i don't know. i always like other people and go back to hunter, so he got mad about it. i didn't mean i didn't like you, and i really didn't use you, i promise." i said as he just stared at me

"i believe you...and if you're not ready for a relationship, i'll try keeping my distance." he said sounding sad

"no, no you don't need to keep distance, i just need time. i don't know we'll see.." i said, as i noticed blake leaning in

as our lips began to touch, the door opened...it was hunter.