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seven

Mia's POV

I woke up leaned up against something. What the hell? I asked myself. My eyes fluttered open to Hansol holding me close, blissfully sleeping, his lips curled into a tiny smile. Before any questions regarding how and why and when flooded my mind, I just snuggled up against him. I wasn't even sure why; I hope it wasn't because I like him. Maybe I'm just lonely. Then, he stirred, woke up and looked down at me. Meanwhile, I was slowly detaching myself from his grasp. He gasped after looking at me for a couple of seconds and rolled off my bed.

"YO, YO, WHAT THE FU- WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?" he screamed.

I put my hands to my head, "Yah, chill it's too early to be so loud."

"I MUST'VE BEEN HELLA DRUNK TO END UP WITH YOU THIS MORNING!"

Ouch.

He scrambled to the living room where his shoes were and fumbled with the laces. I quickly followed.

"I- I'm going to Gwen to tell what you've done to me, basically kidnapping me, you freak!" He spat.

"Do you even remember last night, you dick?" I asked.

"Y- Well- uh," he stuttered.

"Hm, not even Gwen cheating on you, you breaking up with her, drinking your sorrows away, almost drunk driving until I stopped you, me attempting to bring you home until you asked to spend the night; on my couch! God knows how you ended up in my bed," I said simply.

Hansol's POV

I remember and loved every second of it. But, I can't let anyone know that.

Mia's POV

"No," he whispered, "But how do I know what to believe? You are a creepy ass bitch and I regret even coming near your half- ass excuse for a home."

OUCH.

Tears were brimming my eyes now. I looked away. How could be like this now but yesterday be the guy of my dreams?

"Get out, Hansol," I said sternly.

He looked annoyed, hurt, and then annoyed again, "Don't call me that."

He stormed out the house and slammed the door. I slid down the wall and just stared at my feet, my mind blank and my heart hurt. I couldn't cry, couldn't be mad, just sit and stare. His change in character literally overnight just amazed me. I was so overwhelmed with pain, but why? Yes, he said hurtful things but I don't let that stuff get to me; unless the person is close to me. Hansol is far from close to me... Unless I like him.

Dear God, I like Hansol.

.....

That whole day (first day of winter break) was me sleeping and acting depressed because the boy I actually have feelings for is... Hansol. I can list so many terrible things about him, but after that night we spent together, I felt so happy and alive. But I don't think it could balance out with what he told me this morning. He made me feel like I was some disgusting animal and it was shameful to even look at me. He probably ran to Gwen begging for her to take him back now, like the pathetic guy he is.

I checked my phone for the first time today, and it read:

5:46 P.M.

Texts: Seungkwan (7)

Mom (2)

I clicked on my mom's texts first, as they read:

1: It's Saturday, so I might be able to come home before midnight and no bar tonight, just straight home ;)