the smell of cigarettes,
beer,
causing pain,
sweating,
crying,
mirrors,
eating,
watching suffering,
bathing suits,
gym class,
parents,
yelling,
sharp objects,
pretending:
these are the things that make me feel like shit.
but
hugs,
cats,
tea,
poetry,
cuddles,
late nights,
books,
candy,
smiles,
flannels,
friends,
long walks,
winter,
holding hands,
leggings,
writing,
sunsets,
beanies,
loud music in my headphones,
youtube,
drama class,
photography,
concerts,
netflix,
laughing,
her,
succulents,
movies,
fuzzy socks:
these are the things that make me not feel like shit.
they make me happy, or close to it.
and look which list outnumbers the other.
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desolation
Poetrydes·o·la·tion ˌdesəˈlāSH(ə)n/ noun a state of complete emptiness or destruction. anguished misery or loneliness. just a book of my inner thoughts, feelings, and observations TRIGGER WARNING: may include eating disorders, self harm, alcoholism, suici...
